Me Specifications

I can't love everybody

not the fashion in which I love

no restraints-deny you nothing-supersonic trust levels

and detailed floor-to-ceiling pre-hugged softness

in an open-plan beach house with skylight crystal clarity at full moon rise

since

I done seen your soul

and all

I am

complex integrated seamless systems

custom-created with complimentary backup

continuous sensitivity controls

assessments adjustments and upgrades

based on day-to-day external biofeedback

as standard

I don't love ev-e-ry body

and honestly

don't believe I’m meant to—

—not in the way it's been swallowed like:

Go ye and be hellur gentle

when someone treats you like excrement

without justification

and love them a n y h o w

Let people lie/steal/cheat/assault/abuse

then love them a n y w a y

*like huh—whaaaaa*

misses some major steps

and foundations of correct logic

but looms as gargantuan pill

touted to be good for us

sans root cause analysis

or detailed explanation

Statement generalities...

benefit crowd management

whose masses blur

fine-tuning necessary for precision counsel

And although common sense screams

“One size does NOT fit all”

many don't want to consider—delve deeper

say

“Hold on MF’n minute—that don't

sound right /smell right/feel right

the FIRST time

so whhhhyyyyyyyyy

would I do this multiple times

for consecutive repetition

until I die

I once watched a Yogi

reduce his heart rate

to a few beats per minute

at levels deemed unsustainable for life

And it was then

I knew

Humans

stuff down gut reactions that make them gag

suffer panic attacks

heart palpitations

memory loss

psychotic breaks and existential crisis

for so long

and so often

their bodies surrender agency

sovereignty

Divine autonomy and preservation of identity

thrown under

the ‘beaten into internal/external submission’ bus

My birth

became a miraculously elegant anomaly

Specifications never to be broken…

I don’t love on cue

Not out of defiance

or desecration

but because my love is a gift too precious

to give away

as if nothing

more common than dirt

and this

shouldn’t raise eyebrows

or consternation

since evil nastiness on two legs

deserves interstellar spaces between

it

and me

Add on top of that

a perspective

from which I undergird

the ones who reach for compassion

though to them the world withholds it

Those who hold your heart from first to last sightings

then smile until your soul’s well-fed

My love belongs with them

Leave my devotion

priceless and bearing divine satisfaction

there

just there

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