Love is the worst curse of them all

2 years have passed it haven't been easy, I can barely wake up, don't want to stop dreaming. Missing your touch like I miss the snow, your green eyes like the spring glows. When I look at you all I feel is love, but deep down I know, I cant have you in my heart.

2 years have passed still cant forget you, at the end you walked past me like I was someone unknown. Darling if you only knew my heart would explode to hold you, but lying and denying was the only thing you ever knew. Watching your birthday made my day, wanting to give you a gift knowing it would backfire, all I did was stand on fire.

2 years have passed I tried to get over you, but my heart only belongs to you. Valentines day I still remember u told me to f-off, I almost cried because I knew we were over. Lying on the bed thinking about you, fighting my thoughts saying "find someone new".

2 years have passed lying to everyone I knew, cus I said I was strong and I could get over you. A world whitout you is breaking my heart, but seeing you happy has torn me apart. I have no feelings inside of my heart, nor happy nor sad, my souls like a puzzle has been torn apart.

2 years have passed my heart never heals, what a joke can I ever find peace? A curse what it is the worst of them all, only realized that when I have lost it all. Tried to forget you while I cry all day, but darling as I promised I'll love you all year.

Loneliness is not a curse, its a blessing