Sometimes I just wish someone would treat me like they are afraid to lose me instead of treating like I'm never going anywhere and me treating them like they are.
They can go at the drop of a hat but I hold on with everything I got until there is nothing left to hold to.
They can leave and leave it all behind while I stay stuck trying to fix what I didn't even know was broken but they never stay to see it fixed and I never leave until it is and maybe that's the problem.
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cheyenne
Hey guys I'm Cheyenne and I'm a inspiring writer and photographer. Between the Chaos and the peace is where you'll find me. can follow me on Instagram: @shiney.poetry
Day 4 of Quitting
If this is how sobriety feels, maybe it’s better to go through life a little buzzed… this, along with other hits like, I want to kill myself, I wish I was dead, and I’m going to throw myself off a bridge have been the only thoughts on rotation these past few days. I promise myself that if, in a month, I still feel like this (‘this’ meaning despondent, full of rage, and simultaneously numb) I can go back to smoking. Until mid-February though? Nicotine is off the table.
By sleepy drafts6 days ago in Longevity
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