Kill Bill

It’s never easy releasing pain

I tried ignoring it

Hoping it might go away

But it never did, and I'll never be the same

You were supposed to love

Protect me always

But it looks like nothing has changed

You son of a bitch

You let me down

I lied every time to make her proud

But I don’t forgive you and I never did

I have no respect for you

The love just doesn’t exist

You don’t deserve my time

I’m wasting my breath

You made me feel like I shouldn’t exist

In my dreams I relive everything

Its violent and I still hear the screams

They ignite within the dark

I wake to hear the angels spar

And I like it

Sounds like a work of art

She chose you over me

I thought we were family

You said blood is thicker than water

Then why do I feel like an outsider?

You lied about everything

All of the shit you did to me

Every word still stings

I should’ve knocked out your teeth

You’re less of a man than anyone I’ll ever know

And if I could see you again, it would just go to show

As sure as blood runs through the skies

Whenever a soul passes through its eyes

I’ll leave you drowning

Maybe then you’ll know why

You brought out the worst in me

I made the best out of nothing

Guess it just goes to show how far strength can go

I’m gonna walk away

Not ashamed that I was put in this place

I'm gonna walk away, unafraid