I’d like to tell you my truth today -
but I’m tired, exhausted really
from fighting the demons by which I’m haunted
***
My truth is not unique anyway -
you’d just be bored, and angry for it’s repetition,
reminding you of self-perceived guilt;
***
reminding me to “get over it - others have it worse” -
and I suppose that’s true,
but this is my truth, and yours
***
So I climb, step after heavy step -
saddled with the burdens of resentment
you’ve strapped tightly to my back
***
I continue in silence -
selfishly struggling on my own,
because telling you my truth
***
seems an insurmountable task
for which I’m too tired today -
Instead, I’ll keep my distance.
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KJ Aartila
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When we're at our best, we do our best not to burden others with our demons. Perfectly broken & written.
This perfectly captures the feeling of isolating oneself to try and protect others - However misguided that may be, we all do it! Well done KJ!
This is a great poem, KJ! Yes, it's exhausting to have to explain ourselves all the time, especially when what we experience doesn't have outward symptoms. Others cannot empathize and struggle to support us. But, as experience has shown me, their reactions often stem from fear and/or a sense of inadequacy than anything else. The more we share our struggles through art and hence educate the rest of the world, the more constructive conversations will happen. Thank you!
I love that each stanza has such a strong line at the bottom to reinforce the meaning. Not only is the structure of this poem impeccable, it's a great read for the subject material. Please know that while others may have it worse, it does not lesson the potency of our own struggles. This was an amazing poem! :)
Sending hugs for this, we all feel this at times
It's hard to open up, especially when you feel nobody wants to hear it. Sad, but beautiful.
"Laugh and the world laughs with you. Weep and you weep alone." Truth is better sought than told, I find, though that seems not to shut me up! I would listen if ever you wanted to reach out and relate. I sense a kindred spirit! Also, the times they are a changin'...
Beautiful but so sad, I felt it, just release the straps that hold you tight dear. Blessings to you and yours.
This is exquisitely done. Sometimes releasing your truth is a very difficult task.
How sad and yet beautifully done. Words that emit so many feelings you and I seem to face daily. What a lovely, gentle way to remind me that I am not alone. Thank you for sharing.
Yes, I do know the feeling. I'm sorry it has to be that way for you. I empathise. You have beautifully expressed this emotion.