in a different pov

I wish he stayed faithful to his obligation to be the individual that he said he would be after each contention

I wish he gave me the adoration that he asserted he would give after each contention

at whatever point he's sorry I continue to return to him to a spot that brings me home since I won't hang on

but he never ever did

now i am crying to sleep every single night because i miss his presence

but he was a liar

I wind up returning to his arms while he gives me each motivation to leave

I am so terrified of being separated from everyone else everlastingly yet he guarantees me the world and despite the fact that I know he's a liar I actually return once more