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Sometimes I feel like a loser.
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Sometimes I believe what they say
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Sometimes I scream
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Sometimes I cry
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Sometimes I really do feel like a loser.
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But I will never give up
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I will never be a quitter.
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Sometimes I feel like there's no point in trying
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Sometimes I feel like giving up just to prove a point.
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But I won't.
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I've sworn to myself I wouldn't
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I've had tears streaming down my face.
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I've held on so long the whites of my knuckles shown.
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I've gritted my teeth till my jaw hurt.
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I've torn out my hair
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I've broken my belongings.
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But that doesn't mean I'm a loser.
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That doesn't mean I've given up
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I've never stopped trying
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I've always got back up
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I've always strive to do my best.
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No matter how many times I get beaten down
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No matter how many times you tell me no
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No matter how many times you call me a loser.
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Cause I know I'm not.
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Because I know I'm greater than you
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Because I know you're just jealous
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Because you want the bright future I have
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But I know you want the for me because you never had it
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Because you were only told the same
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But our difference is I'm going to ignore what they say
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I'm going to make it
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I'm going to leave them behind
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I'm going to cry
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I'm going to grit my teeth
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I'm going to hurt my jaw
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I'm going to rip out my hair
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But I'm NEVER going to stop striving
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I will NEVER give up
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Because I am NO LOSER
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Just wait, One day you'll see.
About the Creator
Thoughts on Vocal and the way the world is
"Death cannot stop true love, only delay it." – Wesley in The Princess Bride. I decided to come back to Vocal on a very cold and dark night at the end of December. I had been, and still am, convalescing from a horrible staph infection that had gone misdiagnosed for months. This, paired with the increasing challenges of being healthy, making the best choices for my co-parented child, being a wife, and being a director at a new job, was a lot to manage.
By Jazzy 6 days ago in Confessions
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