I Wonder

I wonder

Are you thinking of me?

Do you miss me?

Are you thinking of me?

As I write this?

Are we thinking of each other at the same time

As you read this?

Am I on your mind throughout the day the way you are on mine?

Or

I wonder

Are you doing better without me?

Is a pressure lifted off your shoulders

Because I can no longer bother you?

Do you feel free whenever you no longer have to worry about me?

Is it as if you no longer have to walk on eggshells?

Or

I wonder

Do I make a difference?

Do I have any significance?

Do you feel the same whether I'm here or gone?

I'm sorry I ask so many questions

I think it makes you tired of me

Because they're always the same

No matter how many times you answer me

I'm sorry I want you all to myself

Whenever you've already told me

That'll never be

I wonder

Why God led you to me

If we can never be

Honestly

I hate how much you're on my mind

It's torture

and

I wish you never met me