I'm just Scared

I miss you

Other than my mind

Where are you

Without you

My heart has no use

I just feel it beating against my chest

It keeps me up at night

I know for you I'm no longer here

Just tell me

So I can disappear

My biggest fear

What do you do

When you realize there's no one

Reality sets in and it's grim

I can't feel

My mind won't let me

Desperate to protect itself

But my heart knows what my mind won't tell me

I can feel it

Panicking

I wish someone could hold my heart

Because I can't comfort it

I'm so scared

I just want to say

That every day

I'm afraid

That nothing will change

And

Slowly I will fade away

Without ever having a reason

To be here every day