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Finding blue

My journey to discovering myself

By Ally PajekPublished 5 years ago 1 min read
Finding blue
Photo by Delia Giandeini on Unsplash

Pink.

From day 1,

I opened my eyes and saw it-

The color of stereotypical femininity

I knew I would be subjected to

Plastered on my bedroom walls.

Purple.

Age 9,

I came home to a new color,

A color I claimed as my own.

Blue.

Age 16

The start of a new era,

An era I thought would be magical

Until I found myself

Staring in the mirror

With my bones staring back at me

Counting the lines on my hips

Before they faded from red to white.

Blue.

The tears running down my face

During any private moment I could get.

Blue.

Everything was blue

Until I put those three colors together.

Pink. Purple. Blue.

And I found myself

Coming out,

Coming home.

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