Feeling Sad

Some times I feel sad when I

do not seem to matter to the people around me

online and in person.

I just want to make a living doing what I love to do.

I enjoy writing on my sites-

that equates to about six of them.

Sharing what I have learned;

Sharing what I have read;

that people might enjoy;

Maybe I am just looking for some appreciation in various ways.

I am a freelance writer needing to make a living, and

I know it is a hard way to do this, but being kind of retired and too young for that check and no one really wanting to hire someone close to the the actual retirement year.

I also seem to hope that someone would reward me somehow.

Please for I would really appreciate any help that one can give.

Thank you in advance.