Eyes

EYES

Please, I beg you.

Please, don’t look into my eyes.

You’ll see the sadness I so badly want to hide.

You’ll see the love for you I don’t want to have anymore.

You’ll see hate and regret.

The hope for a better future that I secretly know you won’t be in.

Or maybe you’ll see something completely different.

Maybe you’ll see that I’ve become so much stronger without you.

I am slowly forgetting your name.

Your smell.

Your laugh.

Your smile.

Your existence.

I am forgetting you.

God damn it, I am trying to forget you.

But please.

Please, I beg you.

Please, don’t look into my eyes.