I tried with everything I had...
But life broke me once again...
I'm so fucking tired of everything bad...
Happiness is a distant memory of back then.
I'm beyond fucking exhausted of the constant fight...
Every mother fucking day brings devastation and pain...
I close my eyes and find myself haunted every fucking night...
By the hopes and dreams I once had that were all in vain.
Anger and frustration festers within my soul...
An unending inferno of rage threatening to blow...
I screamed to the Universe begging to again feel whole...
Silence was the answer it gave, allowing my pain to grow.
I question why the fuck I even bother each and every day...
Why the fuck do I even fucking try to survive?
All I have are eternal scars because life gave no other way...
Why the fuck is it such a fucking struggle to thrive?
This is my final fuck, I have nothing left to give anymore...
Life has kicked my ass, broke my heart...
Achieving happiness should not feel like fighting a fucking war...
There's nothing left of me, everything is torn apart.
Fuck this shit, fuck the struggle and pain...
Fuck this constant battle just to exist...
Fuck this constant lack of nothing to gain...
Fuck this life that happiness always just missed.
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I am omnisexual & happily polyamorous.
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