Dark Desires and Thoughts

You won’t find love here,

Only death.

Was it love that I was looking for?

Or was it the raging gnawing sensations

Of just wanting my sex crazed body to be owned by you?

You…

I sigh…

Moaning your name in a whisper

You’re the next monster in my life

The one that talked sweet nothings

While choking me with your honey-soaked words.

Shaking my head,

I desperately try to clear the chaotic thoughts

As they ravage my brain

Would you love me?

Would you care about my imperfections?

I’ll fall hard again

I’ll drown in the tears again

Because you offered pleasures wrapped in pain

I find myself conflicted.

I don’t want to pray for my thoughts.

I don’t need to ask forgiveness for my desires.

I just need you to fill my body and make it sing.

I need this…

I need this raging beast inside of me to feel tamed.

My voice has been silenced

My body tortured

But it was never enough to fully break me.

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Touch me

Make my body quiver within my skin

Bring the goosebumps

Whisper what dirty little things you’d like to do to me in my ear.

Come here.

Good girl.

Kiss my neck

Suckle a breast

Make my heart race

I want to feel your hand make an imprint on my skin

I want to feel your desire for me

I want to taste you

I need you to make me moan

Bend my head back until I’m straining not to fall apart

As your pleasure is mine

As your body becomes the temple I worship

Now be a good girl and come for me

Your voice is like fire and ice laced in my veins

I'm going to die by pleasure and pain

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