Contemplation on Everything and Myself

Learning how you feel when you think about

Dying

Investing in yourself is hard when you stop

Trying

Perspectives change as we get

Older

You don’t feel the same maybe a little bit

Bolder

There can’t be sadness if there isn’t

Happy

And sometimes it’s hard to be that

Sappy

Because Vulnerability can feel so

Bad

But there can’t be happy without feeling

Sad

And we would die if we were in a

Vacuum

So why would we let ourselves

Assume

That we’d be fine tomorrow or

Something

If all it would take is a little of

Nothing

And everyday I get a little bit

Anxious

Why should my default have to be so

Cautious

When every moment I get a little bit

Closer

To the point in my life where it would all be

Over.