I am staring at the ceiling
Cannot fall asleep
Come on brain!
Shut down!
My brain will not stop thinking
It will not stop pondering
What Beatrice really mean in her email?
Was I supposed to give a different time frame?
Was I wrong?
Will I get fired?
Yeah, they’ll fire me in front of everyone and embarrass me
Or not? I read the email five times
I have to be right.
Or not oh well…
The next vacation is coming up soon
Thank goodness
Laying awake I never planned on it
Wonder where we will go
Spain?
Italy?
Wonder where?
We could do both?
Yes. We can totally do both
Maybe we will see Venice?
Go into the canals
Poor Venice is sinking
Pretty sure they filmed a James Bond movie once
Spider man was filmed there
That was a great movie
Star Wars was great
Meant to fail but great
Did the Germans know that Darth Vader would be his father?
Maybe they just thought English word oh well
English is weird like what’s with Know?
No one says “k-now” or “knock”
Must be a Latin thing
Five minutes that’s it? Ugh!
Why can’t I sleep?
I went hiking today but here I am thinking
Okay count sheep: one, two
Wait did I file that report?
Right: three, four, five, six
Why do we count sheep
Right back to counting: seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve
Twelve is weird number
Thirteen, fourteen
This is not working.
No, I can do it
Breathe in. Hold. Breathe out.
Breathe. Breathe. Slow breath
Slow breath and Zzzzzzzzz
About the Creator
Ada Zuba
Hi everyone! here to write and when I’m not writing, I’m either looking for Wi-Fi or avoiding real-world responsibilities. Follow along for a mix of sarcasm, random observations, and whatever nonsense comes to mind. "We're all mad here"



Comments (1)
This person's mind is all over the place! I've been there, lying awake, overthinking work stuff like that email. It's so annoying. And then the random thoughts about vacations and movies and language quirks. Counting sheep never works for me either. I usually try to focus on my breathing, like they did at the end. Do you have any tricks that actually help you fall asleep when your mind won't stop racing?