Apologies Unqualified

How quickly now to place the blame,

While the person remains the same ,

As wishes fall to placid Dane

That kill the kind morality.

I stretch and yawn at tired times

While my soul unravels it’s binds ,

And I still sit within confines

Trying no partiality.

I sit and take what each one gives

And interrupted I will live

Never to give my whole forgive

As everyone just hates me.

They say don’t dwell upon the past

For it will never truly last

And all things now will come to pass

Yet I still live in treachery.

I wish and will to please the day

When I can stand and truly say

You never caught me, come what may ,

In the horrors of your debauchery.

I cry and twitch in withered prayers

Listening to vipers who preach soothsayers

I never can see through the layers

To the reality.

And so I countlessly collide

With the ever stranger tides

That lie breaking, splintering sides

That teach my discrepancy.

For I must always hold my breath

And never syllable express

That tells of my imminent distress

Where I will lose tonality.