Animosity

Begging for a chance in this twisted game,

Holding onto hope that I'll score someday,

'Cause my bitter mind has had enough,

Of feeling like I'll never fall in love,

I guess it turns out that the jokes on me,

For expecting it to come naturally,

Stuck on some ideal, lost in a daze,

Wholeheartedly a hopeless case,

When I finally start to think things through,

My mind just brings me back to you,

I get my hopes too high 'til I can't see,

That the only one at fault is me,

Turns out I don't know how to let things be

Without ending in animosity.