The glimmer of the sun upon my window sill
the dancing glitter shining from my crystal upon the walls
as the colors dance in the glimmering light , red, green ,yellow, purple, orange and blue a rainbow of joy feeding happiness to my soul
...
i often ponder why something so simplistic can change my view so quickly and lift my mood ,yet someone could stand for hours and not get even the edge of my mouth into a grin not even lift the pattern of my thoughts
yet a simple bird can chirp or a swooshing sound of the wind in the trees
these things turn my mind instantly
i suppose it gets back to the simplistic life i love and live
i turn toward the window and peer out as the dulled room caught my attention
the sun had left
the dancing on the walls had faded and the glimmer on the sill was gone
yet a smile sits upon my face
a smile filled with peace and grace
i then remember why to some i am a disgrace
because i refuse to join the rat race , ignore gossip and wont play games
i even refuse to vote and have a say ......i am told by others i am in the wrong that not voting as i don't get a say .... when really i am the only one saying something at all.
my life is simple and possibly to most i am wasting my time away however
my dreams are being met ,unlike most i bet so ill sit and watch the sun set from my queen size four poster bed
while outside people rush to get home not even giving though to the things that surround them the beautiful things life gives
rushing home to their family's yet unable to enjoy them as darkness has fallen
life as it should be lived has been deleted and replaced by modern world a world that simply can not fit people like me
a world that has stolen life
stolen time and place
a world that soon enough will lose its self
as people have allowed to lose themselves
time can not be replaced
life as it should be has been deleted ...yet i live in my own world a world of all that is lost
a simplistic world that still has love and peace and grace
a world
not a rat race .
Cordelia louse de Vos
About the Creator
Solitude crow
I Am Me ,IAMME !!!
Their is nobody in this world like me
I am a vibration, I am love, struggling to express my thoughts perfectly due to acquired brain injury,spell check and my lack of punctuation all conflicting 2001 - now. I am improving.



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