What is your life pursuing?

Do you really happy with your life? I've been thinking about real happiness during this tragic pandemic situation. Also, I got too many questions about my life since I started to isolate from the virus.

What make you happy for real?

City is never sleep, Hello? we are all closed.

Have you ever imagined that new york city without people and tourists?

I've never expected that I would stuck in a house by any kind of situations. I know that this is not only for me but still can't believe all the situations and Everyone said, This is crazy.

I'm a person who like to work and taking hobby to release my stress by boring life. It's hard and sometimes boredom when you have to do repeatable work at the same place with same people. It might depends on person but I'm not that kind of person who would like to pursue to being stay at the same place. That's why I like to travel and meeting people where I've never been and that makes me more productive and creative.

When I compare with past, now we can easily reach out to any kind of informations and connect with people through the online. However, Is it really make you happy which you are getting conversation with someone who can't touch and feeling at the same place? I agree that technology makes our life to simple and convenient and It makes you to be able to protect yourself from any kind of dangers by people or unexpected situations. I don't know how you guys are dealing with this situation. but I wanna ask that we will be able to happy with this life.

Dealing with loneliness

Have you ever gotten loneliness even though you have many people in your life?

Before it happened, I spent a lot of times at cafe and library and liked to stay at a park with sunshine and I like to being alone in this city. because of almost my life time was surrounded by many people. I had many followers in my social media and that seemed like my life was looks good. but, suddenly I got scared after I realized that I obsessed to post my life on social media and sometimes that made me stressful. After I deleted my accounts, I tried to think about what my life is pursuing for real.

How many friends do you have for real?

After I moved away from comfort zone where my family's living and I worked, Actually I regret that I deleted my account. I didn't know that it would be hard to make a new friends in reality when I just got thirty. so I thought that it could be the easy way to prove yourself exactly to people who you are and you were and I didn't know that many people are still pursue to be stereo type.

Sometimes, when I watch the youtube and people who posting their life on youtube, I really wondered how their life's going in real life.

Their life in social media is very attractive and seems like they are not living in real life exactly what I felt before.

Automatic or Analog

From this quarantine, I was a little confused where I will be belong in two kind of system in this generation. All the business are closed and the essential workers are losing their job. I thought that I wasn't that old to use a computer and automatic system from this generation. but it wasn't

When I had to change my card numbers to pay my bills, I wanted to talk with person who will be able to do that right away and I wanted to check up the product in store when I had to purchase my stuffs. so I realized that I'm an analog type of person and I'm pursue to be surround by people.

I don't know how you guys are dealing with this situation and how feeling about it. For me, This is terrible and I feel like that I'm living in empty city with just machines.

What if people keep losing their interest in people and getting used to this life, Do you think that your life will be able happy?