The Coded Dream

A little black notebook, a code, and a dream.

Amy was a young girl with aspirations and unwritten dreams. It wasn’t her time yet. She had to grow. The pages in her little black notebook were currently blank. She was so unsure of what should be written anyway. She desired so many things but it had to come to her naturally, it could not be forced. Lost within the status quo, she felt she did not fit in. People would often call her a dreamer. Over and over again she would hear that she needed to get out of her head and find the most logical and stable resources to live. She was hurt. She felt so lost and misunderstood as she stuck to the status quo for years to please everyone around her. There had to be more out there?

It was a cold and dark January evening; the moon was full and it’s beams were reflecting off the white powdery snow. The snow lit up like glitter, proving the moon's power in the darkness. As she stared at the moon in the sky an awakening began and soon the synchronicities followed — in numbers, mostly. 111, 222, 444, 1111. Hm, must be coincidence? Soon, what was brushed off as being once in a while, became a daily occurrence. There were so many synchronicities now. Too many to be of coincidence and too many to be ignored. Understanding began. She knew something was on its way but she did not know exactly what it could be. She couldn’t grasp what she was supposed to do to get all that she desired. She became impatient, but patience is always virtue. Awareness soon followed her awakening and she began to realize that these synchronicities had deeper meanings. The synchronicities were actually signs. Soon, her visualizations became more concrete. Daily affirmations began.

In her mind, she would visualize all of the ways in which she would help change her own world. She started writing down her desires in a special black book of dreams, and would repeat these desires over and over. She would write her affirmations as if they were already hers. She knew she deserved everything she wrote because she was working hard and making her dreams a reality. What was once just a blank notebook was now her fortitude — she was gaining her life purpose.

Purpose began when she started expressing her gratitude. She would foster growth and overtime, she improved. Calmer. Wiser. Conscious. She would now accept only the things that would allow her to grow. Growth followed the letting go of people and things that would no longer serve her. She became an expert of her own energy. She was now aware that she could make anything and everything happen for her, as long as she visualized and felt all great fulfillness in her heart and soul. No dream should be too big but obstacles would try and get in her way. There were so many times where she felt like she should give up, that maybe it was all just words and a silly dream. However, lessons soon followed. Lessons are the most important concept of growth after all, and she knew that. Whenever in doubt, the signs and synchronicities would lead her out of the darkness and allow her to follow the light to keep going. The sky was dark but the bright full moon would never lead her astray.

The young girl who used to be so unsure was now the author of her own story and her very own mind was the powerhouse. She was the creator of her own reality. It took time. Time was of the utmost importance for her to change her own world. Visualize, gratitude, manifest. The most important part though, was the letting go. She had to trust that her desires were now hers, without question, the universe was bound to deliver.

The universe unexpectedly delivers on March 12, 2021 as she hears the words “you are the winner of “$20,000”!! Amy smiles basking in pure gratitude because she now knows that she really is a master of her own life, her own purpose, and her own dreams. She has worked so hard manifesting, and now, her dreams were coming into fruition for her. She has come so far and her journey has only just begun. There are many more lessons and faults to come. However, Amy knows now that she is the master of her own reality and it all began with a little black notebook.