She/Her

A girl with brown eyes always try to keep her self happy. A girl who believe that life is a journey and everyone has a right to enjoy it in different way. A girl who lives her life in the most beautiful way possibly. A girl whom eyes says everything she hides. Right know she is living her best life. She is focused on her self. She is falling in love with who is she. She is excited about where she is headed, and she is excited about what is next. She has so many goals, so many dreams, so many ambition and she constantly finding her new passion. Small little things makes her happy. She is learning to be spontaneous. She is learning to take risks. She is a warrior, she constantly stepping outside from her comfort zone. She always chases the things that make her the most happiest person, she thinks mistakes are better than regrets. She chases the things that feed her soul. She is a girl without of friends but at the end of the day she is all alone. And to be honest with you- She care less about what people think. She is less about what others are doing. She is in her own little world where she made mistakes, silly decisions and than laugh at her own silly acts. Right now her life is in so much peace. So much growth. So much ligh. She is becoming a better version of her self day by day. She is going to find relief in the wild of all that does not make sense. Her young eyes wrinkle when she smiles guinenly. She fascinates each and everything around her. She is the one who laughs at her own jokes and cries on the fake senarios that she make in her head. Her eyes sparkle whenever she sees someone just like her. She take a deep breathe and say lets do it again, each time when she done something wrong. But she is tired. No one could see the level of her tiredness. People usually saw the outside. the one giving, smiling, showing up. and yet inside, she felt the fatigue. Her woories make her tired. Her overthinking make her tired.

She kept on giving and loving. She kept on hoping. she kept on showing up. She knew her giving mattered alot. No one ask her to be secure. To be less depressed.

She is not the easiest girl to love

She has this bad habit of overthinking. She tends to overreact and gets a little insecure every once in a while. she will be needy for your attention. She wants to lireally take up all your time and she will require a lot of your assurance. she is not capable of fully trusting you. She does not know when to fight with you and when she is wrong. Loving her will stress you out. Loving her will make you angry. Loving her will test you. Loving her will break your heart at times. Loving her will challenge you. Loving her will change you. It may get so demanding that you willbe tempted to walk away. It may get so hard that you will think about giving up. It may get so complicated that you do not want to deal with her.

Loving her means you get to see her at her worst. It is not gonna be easy relationship with her. But once you love her and make her feel that you are not like the other ones, she will be completely fine. She loves you with her complete heart. A girl heart is deep ocean of secrets, where she keep her flaws, fears and insecurities. Once you make her comfortable she brings peace all around you.

She is the one who loves to read fiction. One who loves the fictional character more than real life ones. She is the one who listens to the sweet melodies in the morning. The one who meditates twice a day. You can not find a girl like her twice