Marry The Night

I am going to marry the night. I am warrior and queen I wont give up on my life, live passionately tonight. You may say I lost everything but I still had my golden soul and heart of diamond. I did what every girl/boy would do I did it all over again.

When I look back on my life is not that I don’t want to see things exactly as they happened. It’s just that I prefer to remember them in a artistic way, and truthfully the lie of them all is much more honest because I invented it. Clinically psycology tells that trauma it’s the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles and quantum physics. They can be lost forever. It’s sort of like my past is an unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting I must fill in all the empty holes and make it beautiful again. Being dishonest is just that a loathe reality. The truth is a mystery, it’s like a muse to me, just like a dream you are not what you see.

I am going to always keep shining my light Remember this: there can no darkness in the light. Too much light will blind you so you need darkness to balance it out because that’s the way it is. Love your worth because your love is very precious And worthy of those hidden talents and gifts you pocessed to show the world that you know one day they will touch many around the world. The power of love is a curious thing I tell you. Make a one man weep, make another man sing, dance, write, express there self in the vibration and language of Love. It’s more than a feeling, make a bad one good. A change of hearts, make a wrong one right. That’s the power of Love.

I am going to make it, I am gonna be a star you know why? I am already one And I have nothing left to loose. This human body form is temporar I’m sure alot are not aware of that truth. As crazy and lunatic as it sounds we are spiritual beings on a human being experience. We came here to learn grow leave a mark change the world and wake up the counciousness of humanity. I am a king, warrior, queen, I am such a one of kind star, I am so dirty call me dirty Diana lol I love myself my highs and lows it what makes me ME. I won’t give up on my life I gotta have faith and hope. Pageant the pain away. A lot of things broke me In 2020 and I’m life but it fixed my vision. I will not give up on my hearts desires. It is sewn into my soul like a sitch.

Love and Blessings,

Eduin Lopez A.K.A The Shaman9 A.K.A The 9Th Vizier.