Just go

A long time ago, I set a goal for myself. At a certain period in my life in the future, I can achieve a state of "go and go" without worrying about all the annoying things in life or problems in work. You don’t have to worry about all the money and time you need during your trip. This kind of life is what you are looking forward to, but at this time, I suddenly discovered that the life I am looking forward to is not so much as "just leave and leave". "Say rest and rest", no longer need to analyze what is happening today when the alarm sounds, and no need to worry about how many things are not completed today when the alarm is about to go off. This should be a "salted fish" life. This kind of life seems to be somewhat similar to the simple and satisfying attitude towards life when retiring, but in fact, there is a huge difference between the two. After all, "go and go" is actually "do what you say", "Say not. "Just rest" is actually "play after talking". If the former is creating life, then the latter is being created by life.

When I got up this morning, I felt that there was a hint of urgency in my heart because of the recent decision. Facing the time that is disappearing more and more rapidly, and the time node that is about to be approaching, I arranged the things I need to do in my mind and realized that life is actually There is not much time left for me. The "happy" life that appeared for a while in bed without moving all day seems to be non-existent. I didn't explain it too much in my heart, and of course I didn't understand it. At that time, under the urging of this kind of eager and upward mood, getting up is not a difficult task. Even cleaning the room after eating is a very enjoyable thing. A morning study brings even more Anxious dissatisfaction, dissatisfaction with their current learning progress and level, dissatisfied with the current life state and planning, and even dissatisfaction with any current wasteful behavior, this emotion is what those experts or scholars use in some books Your own example tells us the truth. There is no such thing as "go and go" in life. Its essence is to let us enjoy a life where everyone has only one chance, do what we want to do and do what we need to do.

Many times we are deceived by ourselves, so we often think that "entertainment" is what we want most. If so, there will not be so many unhappiness in this world. Recently I was rewatching "Criminal Minds". In the second season, there was an arsonist. Of course, it was not the arsonist who caused me to realize, but the "hero" who died together with the arsonist. He was full of vigor in his youth. In the end, he was more capable and gradually became decadent in front of capital and lost his faith. Facing the environmental pollution caused by capital to the society, he was powerless. At the end of his life, he was unable to be with his children because of leukemia. Living, he can’t face his relatives, but he looks like a life’s loser in this way, but in order to make the society aware of the impact of environmental pollution on children (a land originally used for commercial pollution has been adjusted to a land for Li elementary school), Use his own life to send an alarm to the world. But what is he thinking deep in his heart in the raging fire?

I often fantasize about when a person will confess to oneself, although the ancestors said long ago: People are about to die, their words are good. But I, who have never experienced it, can't understand the truth contained in it. But in EVAN·ABBY’s heart, he should understand what he wants most. From the choices he made at the end, it can be seen that he did not abandon his beliefs, but the reason why his life has reached such a point is that he is in belief and reality. Choosing to escape from the impact, after all, fighting for faith is too exhausting. Just as our brain tells us that we want entertainment, in fact, it is just a subconscious compensation for the suffering caused by confusion in our work and life. If we stand in our own perspective and choose resistance, we cannot guarantee that we can smoothly pass this stage to achieve the integration of reality and belief. There is only one life in life. If we succeed, our ideal will be there, but we can fail. Perhaps what is lost is the happiness of the whole life. In contrast, another escape-style option to follow the trend is the most popular choice after we struggle.

But even in such a situation, we are still in the bumps and bumps to understand the truths that we should know, but it takes a long time, just like me now, this kind of urgency to do something comes from my understanding , Things are done. Saying what you say is the only way to resist your long-term inertia. When you have the desire to do it, don’t hesitate to take advantage of this best time to fill your own life with learning. One day, otherwise when the emotions pass, the remaining aftertaste may make us consume enough mental power to resist our own inertia.