How She Learned To Smile Again

There was a day when It was hard to smile she wonder why everything felt different people around her thought she was fine , because she laughed at the right time

But one day she opened her window she saw people living their lives properly and then she thought I am also strong from inside she thought failure is an option should be and option but giving up is not

It is okay to cry it is okay to feel tired it is okay to feel scared but giving up is not should be an option failure should be an option

Because when you fail you get up and then you fail again you get up that's keep going that's how human are strong she thought If i stay in bed if i stay in my comfort zone if i only do what is easy for me my will be hard

But If i do what is hard if i work as har as possible It can be a reason i wil stand up again that small moment turned into her turning point that small moment did not fixed something.

But It would be her tiny and brave step to back to herself she started believing in herself and started doing small things like writting jer thoughts in her diary sometimes she writes a whole page her feelings sometimes she writes few words but every word feel lighter

She started making tea without rushing now she just want to be a independent girl and more powerful make her family proud of her , It was her aim for back to herself again

She used to love writing so she decided to became a writer and slowly from tiny and brave step and she faced to many difficulties in her way but slowly and bravely she did it...

Her smile did not come back in overnight every hard and little moment became a remider that healing always takes time but always listen to those who try

It showed up in pieces , In random thoughts in quiet nights she realized healing does not mean forgetting pain it means learning to live beside it

Now when she smiles It is softer but real because this time how much strenght it look to find again this time she found herself and that was enough for her

Sometimes she still feels weight of old memories happy and sad but now she knows that every pain carry lessons now she no longer hides her tears she let them fall

She know that every drop washes away a little fear a little pain every failure every difficulties and sleepless nights became proof that she survived , when it was hard to live when it was hard to cry and every thing was hard she survived when it was not easy

She started walking in morning watching the sky change colours and the world wake up with her she learned to enjoy silence , she learned to live again she learned to breath deeply ,

And then she thanked to her god for giving her courage then she thanked to herself for trying again and again she realized that peace was not something to be found

It was something to be built , moment by moment how she lives slowly softly but with purpose she knows storms wil come again in her way

But she is not afraid anymore because this tims she has herself sometimes she still cries at night with heavy heart but now she knows how to hold herself

And sometimes she hold jer own hand and whisppers I am proud of myself my family proud of me and that's enough for her

She no longer waits for perfect days:She create them in her own way now when she smiles it carries every tear ounce of courage she found along the way

She truly began to live again and she is happy to see her family is smiling because of her they are proud of her

It was her story how she learned to smile again✨