Freeing My Medicine

“The world needs you, even if they may not know it yet.”

— Dr. Brigitta Ziemba

It makes me emotional to sit here and write this, as waves and waves of awareness move through me.

I am doing exactly what my soul came here to be — and yet, I lost track of the momentous achievement of self by desperately wanting to prove to others that it’s enough.

I’ve been moving through a powerful clearing, full moon style, watching my shadows emerge in the illumination of truth.

Last night, an awareness dawned on me — and I feverishly poured it into my journal:

The work I came here to do is not rooted in the monetary system.

I have kept my business — my passion, my light — a slave to earnings.

I’ve moved from desperation, begging for recognition and clients,

hoping to attract just enough people to pay my bills.

But my purpose is bigger than that.

It is not meant to be confined to the 3D.

It is the ultimate trust fall — to release myself from the matrix of capitalism and its energetic reproduction within me.

I must create from the joy of creation.

I must allow my soul the space to simply be.

When I am called to hold space, everything will align.

There will be no need to force or convince.

I must release control and trust that the same universal flow that brought me here will make a way for all my needs to be met.

I must move from overflow, not a desperate need to overcompensate.

I feel a loosening in my heart — fear beating against my loss of control.

Is this fun for me?

Am I having fun?

I forgot to ask myself that question when I began this work.

I am not here to create a new prison.

I am here to break free of the matrix in all its forms.

I need a new blueprint.

I must let go and allow my business to take its own shape.

Allow it the freedom to flow.

It is the lack, the desperation, the fear that wants to cover all the bases — scattering my energy into too many spaces.

But my business is asking to scale back.

Daverine does not want to be in opposition to anything — she is the wholeness of everything.

Let this work be a legacy of a life lived fully,

not to please or prove,

but to embody the medicine of the soul.

The next morning, I woke to Brigitta’s message — as if the universe had sent her to personally confirm what I had remembered.

I wanted to help others escape survival, but my own relationship with my work — whether consciously or beneath the surface — carried lingering anxiety:

Could this really be viable?

Was I making a mistake?

Would I be able to survive while following my soul’s calling?

How could I prove to others that this work was legitimate?

How could I convince people to take a chance on a modality I know can change lives?

But the truth is —

It was never my job to fix, prove, or worry.

I came here to create a new way forward, first for myself — and then as a way-shower for others breaking free from the very systems that once made me feel small and contracted.

Now, I’ve tasked myself with freeing my medicine from the burdens and expectations of a system that was never meant to hold it but more importantly from my fear.

To see it for the gift that it is.

To let it become the energetic offering it truly wants to be.

This path requires trust.

To follow the soul’s guidance rather than default to the familiar metrics of success.

To believe that what is being birthed through me has roots in the unseen.

That the path ahead is marked not by milestones, but by magic.

It asks me to release control fully —

not just play the part of freedom, but truly embody it.

My work is a living temple.

It is me — not something external.

It doesn’t want to be measured by productivity, income, or performance.

It wants to live freely as an energetic pulse in an ocean of waves.

Even if the world doesn’t fully recognize it,

it is — and has always been — enough, simply by existing in its own sacred frequency.

That is the transmission.

Trust that you being you is enough.

Enough to be exactly what the world needs — whether it knows it yet or not.