Sacred Knowledge From the Great Beyond

The first time I felt Shiw Bhagwan (Bhagwan is how Hindus refer to God) was several years ago.

I was low-vibrational at the time, engaging in low-vibrational activities, and associating with low-vibrational people.

The sky was clear and baby blue. I was sitting with a friend by the water admiring how the sunlight made its rippling surface glitter like a thousand diamonds, and getting way too high on a big fat joint.

My spiritual journey was just beginning in much the same way it does for others, watching tarot readings, becoming enamoured with crystals, and starting mediation. I was dabbling in manifestation to try to call in my desires. Like many people, I didn’t know I was operating out of a low-vibe until I began ascending to the higher-vibrations.

My friend, also spiritual, was explaining Shiw Shakti - the universal feminine and masculine energies represented by Shiw Bhagwan and Parwati Ma (Ma means mother and is used as a suffix for the Goddess) - the chakras, or energy centres in the body, and Kundalini rising - when a form of the universal feminine energy, divine feminine energy, that sits dormant at the base chakra, located at the bottom of the spine, activates.

Out of nowhere, like a thunder strike, I could feel him. He was everywhere, and in everything, as though it’s all made of him. I felt him on a molecular level. The air where I sat all the way to the horizon became rife with life, and it was all Shiw Bhagwan.

Think of a very large sheet of fabric. With your fingers pinch the fabric, pull it, and shape it. It’s a star. Do it again and again, each time making a star, planet, asteroid, earth, animals, people, nature, etc,. The entire universe is this fabric, and the fabric is Shiw Bhagwan.

I am made of him. The rock I was perched upon was made of him. The bugs were made of him. I was hyper aware of how connected everything is in the universe. We are all the same. We’re made of one source.

His presence stimulated my sacral chakra. I hadn’t done any work on my chakras, so I was uncomfortable and embarrassed by the feeling.

The first time I felt Parwati Ma, Lord Shiw’s wife, she helped me remember that I am her. I am Shakti, the Hindi word for the universal feminine energy and also the Hindi word for power. You can read about it by clicking on the story below.

The second time I felt Shiw Bhagwan, I was high again. I had journeyed further into my spirituality, so my weed sessions were less frequent and the dosage lowered to micro-doses.

I was sitting in my room, and my thoughts went to him. This was before I began praying to him. The Hindu religion has a pantheon of Gods, and I picked and chose depending on my prayers.

As soon as I thought of him, I knew that he became aware of me. It was instantaneous. I tuned into the space around me and wherever my attention went, the particles there became aware of me.

When I dropped my attention, so did the particles. For example, when I brought my attention to the TV, which was powered off, the particles, or energy, making up the TV became conscious of me. My consciousness is energy and when that energy focused on the TV, the TV’s energy instantaneously became attuned to my energy.

The subatomic particles that make up energy are all connected, like the fabric that is Shiw Bhagwan.

This is not weed-induced drivel. This is quantum physics - the study of subatomic particles - and many tests have been done on this.

It’s worth reading The Dancing Wu Li Masters to gain a deeper understanding of quantum physics and the consciousness of subatomic particles. The book also references elements of quantum physics discussed in ancient easter philosophy, like Hinduism and Buddhism.

When I think of Shiw, Shiw thinks of me. Each time I thought of Shiw, the air felt charged and it was tuned into me just as I was tuned into it.

I received another powerful message that night, not for me, but maybe for someone out there:

You don’t believe in God, because you don’t believe in yourself.

When you begin to understand the nature of reality, you realize it can be shaped according to your will. We have the ability to create our reality using our minds. We can shape it the way we want.

This requires raising our vibration in order to receive a full understanding, or enlightenment. Shaping our reality must be done from a high-vibration because all that we desire, such as love, exists there and not in the lower-vibrations.

I recently felt him again. I was praying to him, and I was encompassed in his love. He feels like falling in love, which is the highest vibrating emotion. It’s pure bliss, and we’re all chasing that feeling to some degree. Those who have never experienced falling in love are chasing it too because the energy inside of us, our soul, knows. That’s where we all come from. We come from love.