I was on a flight from Vancouver, something felt off for me…my muscles were achy and sore, my nose was runny, my throat hurt, the air felt dry and I was sweating and cold all at once. It was difficult, the plane took off and I found myself reaching for nausea medications I had stashed in my carry-on. I felt dizzy…was I motion sick on a plane? It had been a really long day, yes travelling with a near two year old was a lot for someone who does not have children to take. Yes, I was tired. I got home and immediately went to bed and slept for fourteen hours. I was hit with COVID 19. The pandemic was supposed to be over. I called in sick to work, I woke up and slept another 12 hours, a fever had taken over my body. Chills and sweats kept coming and going and I finally decided I had to go into work. I worked the day and I was feeling great up until 3:30 my ear suddenly was plugged this is what happened last time…I got an ear infection. I had the drops at home from the last time I was sick. I quickly dealt with my dog and I put the ear drops in and waited for the magic to happen, but things went south. The room was spinning, turning. I shut my eyes…nope. I ran to the bathroom and I started to vomit hard. Not once, not twice but four times in the span of an hour. I looked at wait times in emergency they were all around five or more hours and since the Canadian healthcare is so great you need to times it by two so I’d be in emergency for 12 hours before I saw someone. That option was out, plus I could not physically stand up. Call the help line, okay two hours I’d be able to have a virtual visit. Okay, I can do it I thought as I dragged my body back to bed. I crawled under the covers shivering from being on the bathroom floor. They gave me prescriptions and my husband was able to pick them up. Rushing to my side he gave everything immediately and I went to sleep.
I woke up the next day, and my ear was in pain, and I heard a ringing. I looked up and my husband's lips were moving but nothing was coming out. Was he speaking to me. I lifted my head and the words made sense now, it was because my other ear was lifted off my pillow. I had lost my hearing in my left ear. I snapped my fingers next to it, yup I can hear the snapping but only from my right ear. I dragged my tired and off balance body to the bathroom, and I tried brushing my teeth but it felt like someone was in my mouth drilling a hole in my teeth. My balance was off, it felt like I should be able to walk in a straight line easily, but why can't I. I paced a few times back and forth in my hallway trying to walk in a straight line, but I could not do it. I felt like my muscle memory of walking was failing. I finally booked an appointment with my family doctor, she checked my ears and yes, my eardrum had punctured. It explained why my ear was leaking liquid at night and why it still hurt and why I could not hear. She gave me a sick note for a week, even though I was convinced it was not that bad, but she gave a good look in my ear and said "no way, you are not going to work" and that was end of the discussion. As the days went on I started to hear more and more, but people still had to speak up while speaking to me. It was strange we went out on Friday and the music in the bar was loud, yet quiet at the same time. It's a hard to describe feeling almost like the vibrations of the music was too much, but the music itself was only half there. Now, luckily my hearing is mostly back, but I need to avoid listening to my air pods for some time and that's where I really struggle because I use them all the time to call people. I had no idea that our ears could recover from having an eardrum burst. Glad to know that my hearing will come back completely. The human body is amazing in that it can repair itself, for things we never though possible.
About the Creator
Ada Zuba
Hi everyone! here to write and when I’m not writing, I’m either looking for Wi-Fi or avoiding real-world responsibilities. Follow along for a mix of sarcasm, random observations, and whatever nonsense comes to mind. "We're all mad here"


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