Zodiac Sag

If you’re ready, Then go! Venture out and be you like the nights I cherish and splendor and refuse to forget. To replace me isn't hard, to forget me is not easy like finding us now.

Exactly Who You and I are? Is it truly better to be apart? But it’s not at all like what we were in our youth, isn't it?

Emptiness found me since for years I'd say knows me better now. I wandered, I roamed a ghost the streets alone tired and bitter.

Calling your name aloud in my mind as if I walked alone cobbled streets of London abandoned in the cold months because you felt it best me being damned... lost begging for you to come to rescue me knowing that you wouldn’t or that couldn't let you. This all is not you're fault, I'm so terrible at doing what needs to be done. It'true I'm lazy and addicted in all the worst ways.

The only voice quietly heard amid the night after the day’s noise and busy city roar of vehicles and machines. Is Me, when I'm gone on my own I'm in the background, I'm the funny odd voice you might have noticed or the glare from the corner of your eye.

The happiness emitting from you- That smile, the glow from the light on your face is Inside also you. Wherever you find yourself Under streetlamps or glares from the sun's rays, I yearn and daydream of it and grin from a corner again from afar.

I’m quiet, like a whisper in the distance way beyond visibility just as you wished it. Call on me though and I'm near you like a blanket full of love and warmth.

A phantom shadow, old in age, old in spirit, old and tired. A phantom menace.

But I’m seventeen years the young man whose face you searched behind and looked for in those memories you pushed and buried away deep within a sub-conscious and beautiful mind.

I’ll be undecided to leave you once again or if ever at all? You will one day remember. Our subtle talks and conversations, Our moments alone private and ours.

My hugs the embracing gestures of comfort, when I knew best when it was your heart in need of saving. Warning you of these days that I would go before you as I prophesized which scared and upset you at the thought.

Something a pattern I'd feel always awful over. Now you ponder and reflect on long lost thoughts which lead back to the same conclusion, which I ask you not if it makes you tearful.

I’m watching you as I did then and loving you just as I always have at my best and when I was alone. Puzzling questions of our distant loving and precious bond. You are so awesome I hope you never forget that.

How I still am lost in the sight of you and your beauty, even now I'm right with you just in life as now in death. Love, at first sight, left me feeling second best.

All the beauty and love I troubled myself over, to never erase you even when the pain was at its height and most terrible. The fears, the pain is all mine, not yours to burden with. I'll see you again babe, Just stay here.

Even worse the hurt and heartache I caused us both for being the who and what made up reasons for us to fight?

I lived in sorrow and turmoil longer than you could ever see or understand. I suffered greatly, for good reason too, My friend, my lover, my dear, it's okay I forgive you.

It was to be this way; I knew it for the best, I told you about this remember I over cautioned you. I just thought I should remind you, my love is forever. My friendship is eternal and I'm always never far from as you imagine you think hard and focus I'm in music, movies, pictures. I'm always smiling like you know my smile best as you knew my lips.

My spirit Immortal, my life a broken dream of dreams. I one day hope to return if reincarnated again I should ever be in need again to properly fulfill a life I never truly lived.

My life with you, rewind all the wrongs, all the mistakes so everything you ask for is given even now. Soaking the feeling of you’re love for me. It was only your love I wanted...

It was only you that I saw, it's you I’ll never forget. It was you I unwittingly picked out amongst infinity to be the mother of my child. I know it might hurt and you think of me I'm happy cause you are happy. Call me with the universal language and study how if you miss so deep or even at all.

Of Infinity & Beyond My Friend.