Why The 🌍 Never Listens To A Widow Cries

Why does she feel so alone in a world of many? Days go by and she’s never asking for pity. Just a little notice that her thoughts are getting very weary. She was alone with no one to ask her if she was ok. Years went by with no one as even a phone call to say ha. The number never changed nor did the way she communicates with all.

She’s up late at night asking God why no one cares? She used to have many of what she thought were family and friends? As years went by, she figured out it wasn’t true. They only come through when they needed her for something to do. But that’s ok she still was there for the cause that’s the right thing to do. Be true to who you are never leave others to assume as they do you!

So, she only leans to her understanding. Speaking to the “Creator” he’s working with her to make her much greater. Stand in the gaps and mend her broken heart that others take for granted. That set her apart from this world of many who don’t care just stare. Walk past her never asking her are you ok? I know the time has passed but I know it’s been hard. Y’all have been apart for 8 years. You cried a lot of tears, face many fears, listen, no one ever paid attention nor give your name an even mention.

I know life moves on debt, kids are grown, you in school now your life is playing a different song. You start to see a new you are making different moves. You feel yourself taking chances to discover who you truly are. Now everyone is wondering you’ve gone ghost no longing posting pictures. You are picking up the pieces to get it together it’s been like Heaven.

The question remains the same why why why. You know she was dying inside. They all knew y’all was always a team on the scene. Until he went to his home in the sky he had to leave. Why why why no one cares. They just want to stare but never help. Why why why come on you knew you could have been there for her. The Bible tells us to take care of orphans and widows. But it always falls on deaf egos everyone is in their boxes.

Just like sly foxes just watching no reactions. So, I can, I will, I might oh she alright? Look at her on social media she looks happy. Not a hair out of place smile on her face dressed pretty nice she doesn’t look like she is in strife. Looks like she’s headed out on a date tonight. Should she be dating? Did she just lose him? What is she thinking? It’s too early for her to move on. What is she doing? That’s what happens when others just start assuming!

Just be there for her the family needs you. Always remember the kids lost a father figure too. Even though mommy is there they’ve lost her too. Her mind is so the loss of a best friend of 21 years, lover, husband, companion, man, gentlemen all of that sets him apart from the regulars.

She always knew she had a true treasure beyond measure. So, finding a new gem is truly slim in a world of control. Where narcissistic mentality is the norm. From job, relationship, friends, business let the record be known I can truly be a witness of this harsh song. Picking up my feelings moving forward. New desire to feel normal. Been off-kilter for a while it’s time to get it together. Leaving all that pain aside and being there for my widows! Calling out to all of you. Let me show you I can be that support you need. I’ve been in that space too.

If you require a shoulder, good cry, a sleepover, makeover, career training, new direction, feeling like no one’s caring. Reach out to me @ [email protected], please!

Respectfully,

Gina