Why I fell in love

When it comes to me and love, I feel that there is no one out there that loves me more than him. It was the year 2016 and I had just broken up with my boyfriend who I had only been dating for a few months. Honest to say he wasn't the one for me. I began searching online for someone to talk to and maybe build with if we got along. So I met this guy on POF (Plenty of Fish) and we hit it off. We would talk everyday, all day and all night as if we had known each other for years. From beginning to end, nothing was forced everything was free. We talked about everything from past relationships, finances, family, he even allowed me to cry on his shoulders a month after we met. Nothing felt strange with him.We finally made it official in September of that year and I was at my happiest. Every morning I would wake up and he'd send me good morning messages, and I loved every bit of it. Although people say it's not safe to online date and you can't find love, I believe that they are sometimes wrong. Don’t get me started on how hot the attraction was between us. Like no matter how far apart we were it was like I could feel him as if we were laying next to each other. The words he would say to me would replay in my head and made an imprint on my heart. We dated for a year before things started to go down hill for us. He suffered from PTSD and with everything going on in his life it started to take a tole on him. We went our separate ways and didn't say good bye or anything. It broke my heart that the man I was falling in love with just disappeared. Two years went by and I was back with my ex at this point. Not only was I back with him I was also pregnant with my son. Out of the blue, he messaged me saying he was sorry and missed me and wanted to be with me. I met up with him, it broke his heart that I was back with my ex and we were now having a son together. We met at my house to talk about it and couldn't come to an agreement so after some time we finally decided to part ways. Not a day went by that I didn't think of him. It wasn't until June of this year 2020 that we got reconnected again. We’ve dreamed and talked about having kids together one day in the future. For me, I didn’t feel like it would happen. I didn’t feel like we would even end up together and make this work. I felt that after us separating and having no communication that we would fall out of love. “Good morning my sexy & gorgeous love😊💛 I pray that God continues to bless you and guide you as he does the same for me! I know you’re going to have a an amazing day for your smile can light up the room😁💖 As the first rays of the sun touch your face, you glow like an angel straight from heaven. I pray that God watches over you and heals you from any pain you may be going through. Have a blessed and prosperous day🥰🖤🌺😇😘🥰.” Words of encouragement, life and love flows from your heart and to your fingertips. He expresses his love for me daily. He has shown me how I should be loved and treated as a queen and he as a king. I don’t think I would ever find another love like him. He’s perfect! His love runs through my veins and his love for me is why I fell in love with him! Someone asked me, “ how does it feel to have something so special with someone? The fact that you connected, disconnected and then reconnected again.” I told them, “ when it’s meant to be it will be.” I wouldn’t have it any other way than to have a life with him.