What are you really doing

When you wake up in the morning, the same old routine consists of the job you used to enjoy is now redundant, and you just hate the agony of the day-to-day, it eventually becomes adaptable until the end of the day, and we just deal with it for the paycheck. When we get a new job, car, or move, it is always quite the exciting new adventure is that gets our adrenaline and serotine producing. I have battled mental health issues all my life, and I have had my hardships and been at rock bottom more than a few times. The thing is with me is I always need change, or I feel something is missing; if things are not changing or evolving, I begin to get stuck in a depressive cycle. I'm the first one out of my family to make it to college, and there were some days that I almost didn't make it to that point. I'm a survivor from a toxic environment I once associated myself with, and it came to the end of why and once I figured how I ended up in that trap, it was time to end the cycle of all that nonsense I was used to. What I could do to break the barrier was a first for my family. I began figuring what I needed to do instead of just doing the bare minimum, but to truly make a difference and contribute. Change in this world starts with you but then what follows is what impacts.

I began my in-depth journey about 2 years ago when I left my toxic work environment at the casinos. In that leap, I took from working in the food and beverage industry all my life since I was 12 to get an office opportunity. I began to become adaptable to the constant cycle of the same process on a different day. March 31st, I started listening to one of the people I follow, Rachel Pederson, on her first TEDx talk. I thought now that's an impact being able to send a message to the world inspiring, and then the next speaker was Ashley Stahl, and before I knew it, I got the push to break the cycle of madness, but not just through Ted talks through implying myself an surrounding myself with the energy that I wanted to fulfill in my life.

All my ideas, dreams began to be put into action, and I wish it would have been sooner, but 28 years later, I did it, and I'm here to tell you that you can too. Fast forward October 26th 2021 I'm sitting in a preschool classroom during their nap making double my salary prior being a family coach along with helping teachers out being apart of a supportive community, an most importantly doing something I actually enjoy.

Some days are still tough in the field of work I do but as long as I can wake up in the morning an be happy to go to work that's all that matters to me. I still have so much progress an dreams to achieve but in the making I want to inspire an teach others along the way as well so they can grow with me. November 2nd it is cold an I can not seem to get that pep in my step maybe it could be the weather, but I am proud of myself still because I have not been worrying about the minor setbacks that have come across my mental health within the last week. I am grateful for where I am today an appreciative of all I have an learning to consider more an more every day its the little things I do have in life that matter more then the tangible. 2022 is almost here an I cant wait to see what is in store for the progress reflecting I've made in 2021.

You can stop the cycle of slumber. You can break those habits, clear that self-doubt, and reset your programming of those thoughts and organize the confusion. Calm the anger, cure the depression, and turn the stress into less and what you think is a mess to its best. Today is the day and the decision being yours an it wont happen over night or in a day but it happens with time consistency an support an that's why I want to be here for you because I know you are worthy of it an most of all deserve it stay tuned for the next post an the 10 day series.

Thank you again, and Enjoy my series