True Love Exists

I pretty much had given up on looking for love. My son has special needs and his father cheated me. Not only did he cheat on me physically, he was flirting with other women even though he begged me to come back to our home after a year of being separated. By the Fall of that year instead of focusing on mending our relationship he was cheating on me and sending other woman flowers. We broke up but since we had a child together, for me it was difficult to not keep trying. We were still very much interacting and hanging out, although unbenounced to me he was already dating the woman he had been sending flowers to. Of course, he didn’t tell me that. I even asked him several times if he was seeing anyone. Well then about a year later, she got pregnant and I guess he couldn’t hide it anymore.

It was like going through a breakup everytime I found things out, she got pregnant, and then had the baby. When all I wanted was a family for my special needs child, I felt like he deserved that.

I dated but I seemed to just kept getting hurt and things were just missing, and there wasn’t too much effort to fully embrace helping me out with my son. So, I thought I’m done, I’m happy being alone. I was just enjoying life traveling and doing fun things like going to the lake with my bestie. I posted a picture of me at the lake. And, about one month later I got a message on my IG. Normally, I would not get back to a message right away if I didn’t know the person. Although, it was from this hot guy in Egypt. He found me on a hastag he was following. It wasn’t even I hashtag I used that often. Although, I’m so happy he found me. We started talking everyday. We just completely clicked.

One day we had this conversation that we both felt the same way. Basically, that we were in love with one another. Yes, and for sure I was petrified to admit this. I thought if I shared my feelings it might scare him away. It was amazing to just share the feelings I was having and we grew even closer fast.

One day he sent this song. I burst into tears and cried my eyes out in joy and this love wiped away all my previous pain. I felt so blessed to have this kind of love in my life. Yes, for real, I really had it!! A kind of love I thought didn’t exist. A deep connection, even at a distance he’s very loving and supportive. He makes me feel like a queen everyday. He is romantic, and committed 100%. No guessing, like is he really into me, is he going to call. No wondering, no guessing just completely there everyday. Then, within a little over two months I was off to go see him. The stars aligned & I got a great deal on a flight. As I saw him upon my arrival, OMG he was so beautiful. There was absolutely no awkwardness, it was like seeing someone I had not seen in a long time. We truly believe we have had other life times together. Yes, I found my twin flame. It was one of the most incredible weeks of my life. The day I arrived we got engaged. I saw his beautiful city Alexandria, Egypt and then we also went to Cairo and we went to the pyramids and to a dinner cruise on the Nile. It was a dream come true for me to go to the pyramids. The time we spent together couldn’t have been more magical.

When he sent this song, he said it was everything he wanted to say and felt about me. I entirely feel the same. We truly have true love. We will play this at our wedding when he finally gets here. We submitted a K-1 fiance visa. I hope we are reunited soon. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with him. A dream come true after so much betrayal, pain, and heartache. My son is so excited as well. I can’t wait to be a family.

For beat challenge, it’s not giving me that opinion??