The internet VS real LIFE

The internet is the Devil's playground! The reason I made this statement is we are in the era where majority of the masses record everything they do online or instead of intervening we pull out our cellular phone's.

I have noticed people doing dumb things for "clout" attention ; personally I have seen people I know changed because of a status on the internet .

Individuals can not differentiate real like and the f---ing internet ! This is really sad.. all I have seen lately is drama, gossip, people being messy , arguing and people exposing each other on live. Can we use our platforms for positive actions ? If I want to see drama I will watch The Love and Hip-Hop franchise . This chaos I have seen has taken a total on my aura , that energy makes me so upset that I start to shake!

About or around two years ago I joined an app where the futures are going live, video chat, posting videos , sending messages and going live; like majority of the apps you have weirdos, perverts and drama.

Saturday I joined someone's Live and because of the one person we both knows I guess you can call us internet associates she asked : " When is my bouncer going live?

Aset: " Three P.M."

After I exited her my "FRIEND"says "WE do not drop locations and she was talking to me."

Aset: " I will un-favor her and not f-- with anybody who knows you on this app."

Before her Live I ate Spicy Chicken Wings, pasta , cheese broccoli and juice mixed with Vodka , at this point I have poultry ites so I take a three hour and thirty minute nap.

Right before I went to sleep land Aset had no intention on joining my "FRIENDS" Live and I decided maybe I should give this app some decompression; seven hours later my "FRIEND" is done with his Live he is very upset because I decided Aset was not going to join the Live.

Of course thus caused another controversy this time ; I promised myself I would never ANYBODY make me feel less then !

Do not get it twisted I AM no ANGEL and I do say hurtful things when I argue every single time we disagree or argue my "FRIEND" will majority of the time say hurtful and low-down things to me! This tine I did not cry and at this time and moment I realized this muthaf--er dose not appreciate the nice things I have done for him , he thinks he is better than me and every time we disagree he will majority of time says something to dig deep and hurt me.

Aset needs to learn to fall back, stay silent and keep her inner peace.

Since the age of five I recall until current day... showing "FRIEND" friends hospitality always back fires ; then I am always accused of trying to steal a b---es friend, my parents taught me to be kind to your friends, family , associates and co-workers . Treat your people's people like your own family .

I feel no matter what I do; I can not win! This situation makes me say,"F__ PEOPLE and do me." No matter how supportive and kind I am it will never be good enough for certain people. Some people are so f___ miserable he or she take joy and pleasure in bring chaos and drama to peoples lives.

Your so-called "FRIEND" will envy you and pray on your down fall! This gentlemen and ladies is called a f___ing HATER!

Out of the kindness of my heart I was going to give my "FRIEND" a portion of my government relief check/ tax return and by him a new cellular phone to show my love and appreciation . My aura and energy is telling me this ninja do not appreciate anything I have done means nothing to him. Why would I give my money and energy to someone who dose not give a f---? This time I choose to keep my hard earned money ; if I were to give some money away I would give to someone who appreciates me!

Saturday's argument had me take a huge look at myself, overstand certain things about words someone says to me in a disagreement , I will never pour my heart out to ANYBODY because in the end he or she will use what you say against me.

YOU DO NOT HAVE FRIENDS AND YOU BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TELL YOUR BUSINESS TO!

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