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The Demons We Invent: Ego, Free Will, and the Illusion of Darkness

By Julie O'Hara - Author, Poet and Spiritual WarriorPublished about 11 hours ago 8 min read

For as long as human beings have been able to name their fears, we have created shapes to hold them. Every culture, every religion, every era has produced its own vocabulary for the unseen forces that trouble the mind and unsettle the heart. In the ancient world, these forces were often personified as demons—malevolent beings who whispered temptation, sowed chaos, and preyed upon the vulnerable. But as our understanding of psychology, consciousness, and spiritual agency has deepened, a different picture has begun to emerge. The demons we fear may not be external entities at all. They may be projections of our own ego, born from the parts of ourselves we refuse to acknowledge, the consequences of our choices, and the destruction our free will has caused. When we follow divine will, these demons dissolve, not because they have been defeated, but because they were never real in the first place. They were shadows cast by our own resistance to truth.

This idea is not new. It echoes through scripture, mysticism, and modern psychology. In the New Testament, Jesus repeatedly emphasizes that evil arises from within the human heart, not from external spirits. “For from within, out of the heart of man, come evil thoughts,” he says in Mark 7:21–23, listing the impulses that lead to suffering. The early Christian desert fathers, who spent their lives in solitude confronting their inner worlds, wrote extensively about demons, but their descriptions reveal something far more psychological than supernatural. Evagrius Ponticus, a fourth‑century monk whose writings shaped early Christian spirituality, described demons as “thoughts” that arise from the passions—anger, pride, lust, gluttony, and fear. These demons were not creatures; they were distortions of the mind, fueled by ego and desire.

Modern psychology echoes this understanding. Carl Jung, the Swiss psychiatrist whose work bridged psychology and spirituality, argued that what we call demons are often projections of the shadow—the parts of ourselves we repress, deny, or refuse to integrate. When we disown these aspects, they take on a life of their own, appearing as external threats or malevolent forces. Jung wrote that “the demons are nothing but the contents of the unconscious which have been repressed and projected outward.” In other words, the demon is not an entity; it is a mirror.

The premise that demons are human constructs emerging from ego becomes even clearer when we examine the role of free will. Free will is the divine gift that allows us to choose our path, our actions, and our alignment. But it is also the mechanism through which we create suffering. When we act from ego—seeking control, validation, power, or escape—we inevitably cause harm, both to ourselves and to others. Instead of acknowledging this harm, we often externalize it. We blame circumstances, other people, or unseen forces. We say we were tempted, misled, or attacked. We create demons to avoid facing the truth that we are responsible for the consequences of our choices.

This pattern is visible throughout history. In medieval Europe, outbreaks of disease, famine, or social unrest were often attributed to demonic activity or witchcraft. The idea that human choices—poor sanitation, political corruption, economic inequality—might be responsible was too threatening to confront. It was easier to blame demons. In the Salem witch trials of 1692, young girls accused neighbors of demonic influence, but historians now understand these accusations as expressions of fear, repression, and social tension. The demons were not real; the ego was.

Even in contemporary culture, the language of demons persists, though often in subtler forms. We speak of “inner demons” when referring to addiction, trauma, or destructive behavior. We describe people as “battling demons” when they struggle with depression or rage. These metaphors reveal a deep truth: the demon is not an external force but an internal conflict. It is the ego resisting transformation.

The ego, in spiritual terms, is the false self—the identity built on fear, separation, and the illusion of control. It is the part of us that insists we are alone, that we must protect ourselves, that we must dominate or defend. When the ego is threatened, it creates narratives to justify its actions. It tells us that we are victims, that others are enemies, that we are under attack. These narratives become the demons we believe in. They allow us to deny the destruction our free will has caused. They allow us to avoid accountability.

But when we follow divine will, the ego loses its power. Divine will is not coercive; it does not override our freedom. It is the quiet, steady guidance that leads us toward truth, compassion, humility, and alignment. When we surrender to divine will, we stop resisting reality. We stop projecting our fears outward. We stop creating demons. The shadows dissolve because the light is no longer blocked.

This principle is reflected in countless spiritual traditions. In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna teaches Arjuna that suffering arises when the ego resists its dharma—its divine purpose. When Arjuna aligns with divine will, his fear disappears. In the Islamic tradition, the concept of nafs—the egoic self—is described as the source of temptation and inner conflict. The Qur’an teaches that purification of the nafs leads to peace, not because demons are defeated, but because the ego is transformed. In Buddhism, the concept of Mara—the tempter who tried to distract the Buddha—is understood as a psychological force, not a literal demon. Mara represents fear, doubt, and desire. When the Buddha recognized Mara as an illusion, Mara vanished.

The same pattern appears in Christian mysticism. St. Teresa of Ávila wrote that the soul’s greatest enemy is not the devil but self‑deception. St. John of the Cross described the “dark night of the soul” as the process of stripping away egoic illusions so that divine light can enter. In all these traditions, the message is the same: when we align with divine will, the demons disappear because they were never real. They were the ego’s attempt to avoid transformation.

This brings us to the final and perhaps most important truth: pay attention to who you pay attention to. Attention is not passive. It is a spiritual force. What we focus on grows. What we fear expands. What we resist persists. When we give our attention to egoic narratives—stories of victimhood, resentment, or blame—we feed the demons we have created. When we give our attention to divine will—truth, humility, compassion—we starve them.

This principle is supported by neuroscience. Studies on attention and neuroplasticity show that the brain strengthens the pathways we use most frequently. When we focus on fear, the amygdala becomes more reactive. When we focus on gratitude or compassion, the prefrontal cortex becomes more active, increasing emotional regulation and resilience. In other words, attention shapes consciousness. What we attend to becomes our reality.

This is why spiritual teachers across traditions emphasize vigilance. Jesus warns his followers to “be watchful” and “guard your heart.” The Buddha teaches mindfulness as the foundation of liberation. Sufi mystics speak of polishing the mirror of the heart through constant remembrance. All these teachings point to the same truth: attention determines alignment.

When we pay attention to ego, we create demons. When we pay attention to divine will, we create peace.

The modern world, however, makes this vigilance difficult. We live in a culture saturated with distraction, fear, and noise. Social media amplifies outrage. News cycles feed anxiety. Advertisements exploit insecurity. The ego thrives in this environment. It feeds on comparison, judgment, and scarcity. It whispers that we are not enough, that we must defend ourselves, that others are threats. These whispers become the demons of our time—anxiety, resentment, polarization, despair.

But these demons, like all others, are human constructs. They arise from the ego’s interpretation of reality, not from reality itself. When we step back, breathe, and return to divine will, the noise quiets. The shadows recede. The truth becomes clear.

Following divine will does not mean abandoning free will. It means aligning free will with truth. It means choosing humility over pride, compassion over judgment, responsibility over blame. It means acknowledging the harm we have caused, not projecting it onto imaginary forces. It means recognizing that the demon is not an enemy to be fought but a distortion to be understood.

This understanding has profound implications for how we live, how we relate, and how we heal. When we stop externalizing our inner conflicts, we reclaim our power. We stop seeing ourselves as victims of unseen forces and start seeing ourselves as co‑creators of our reality. We stop blaming demons for the consequences of our choices and start taking responsibility for our actions. We stop fearing the shadow and start integrating it.

Integration is the key. Jung taught that the shadow must be brought into consciousness, not banished. The desert fathers taught that confronting one’s thoughts with honesty dissolves their power. The Buddha taught that seeing Mara clearly is enough to make him disappear. In all these teachings, the path to liberation is not warfare but awareness.

Awareness requires attention. And attention requires discernment. Pay attention to who you pay attention to. Pay attention to the voices you allow into your mind, the narratives you accept, the stories you tell yourself. Pay attention to whether these voices lead you toward truth or toward fear. Pay attention to whether they align with divine will or with ego.

When you follow divine will, you will not have demons—not because you have defeated them, but because you have stopped creating them. The ego may still whisper, but you will recognize its voice. The shadow may still appear, but you will see it as part of yourself, not as an external threat. The fear may still arise, but you will meet it with compassion, not resistance.

In this way, the spiritual path becomes a journey of unmasking. We unmask the ego. We unmask the shadow. We unmask the illusions we have inherited from culture, family, and fear. We unmask the demons and discover that they were never demons at all. They were the parts of ourselves waiting to be acknowledged, healed, and integrated.

This is the work of a lifetime. It requires humility, courage, and patience. It requires the willingness to see ourselves clearly, without distortion. It requires the willingness to surrender our narratives and align with divine will. But the reward is profound. When the demons dissolve, what remains is peace. What remains is clarity. What remains is the truth of who we are: beings created in love, guided by love, and capable of returning to love.

In the end, the teaching is simple. Demons are human constructs emerging from ego. Divine will dissolves them. And attention determines which voice we follow. Pay attention to who you pay attention to. Pay attention to the truth. Pay attention to the light. The shadows will take care of themselves.

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Julie O'Hara - Author, Poet and Spiritual Warrior

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