breakups
When it comes to breakups, pain is inevitable, but Humans thinks that suffering is optional.
My 3 Months Dating a Narcissistic Psychopath
(Please note: since these incidents, I have looked up, and researched, narcissism and gaslighting. He fit almost every detail of them. Plus, I have since deleted his texts so the following incidents are purely from memory.)
By Leelee Rochelle8 years ago in Humans
That Night You Left
That night you left still lingers on my skin just like if it was yesterday. The words "I can't do this anymore" still haunt me up to this day. The sound of your voice and laugh still burns me like if I was swallowing fire. As soon as you said those words, my whole world stopped and my heart fell. I went in my room trying to hide my tears but I could not. I completely fell to my knees not knowing what to do or say. I wondered how I was going to get through every day. I cried until I was completely dry but it never stopped. I prayed that it was just a dream that you would still be with me tomorrow and forever. As soon as everyone fell asleep, my demons came back, and I cried your name out and I did a piece of art on my wrist which I will always regret. I felt completely numb after and I had laid down in bed looking up at my ceiling praying to God to give me strength. I decided to move my pride aside and begged you, but that did not work and that is my biggest regret. I thought of the many things I still had left to tell you and I knew I will never be able to tell you. I was in darkness with my own demons to face. I went through every day trying not to break at random times.
By Sirenia Garcia8 years ago in Humans
Dear You...
I saw it coming, I knew heartbreak was soon to come and I had no choice but to bear it. Even through the mental step of knowing it was coming, I still couldn't bear it. I became a mess as my entire world shattered around me. Watched everything fall to the ground while I fell with it, shattered, broken, and gone forever. You didn't care if I was going to be okay, all you knew is that you wanted something better.
By Cassie White8 years ago in Humans
Sunday Kind of Love
I do my Sunday dreaming, oh yeah. . .And all my Sunday scheming –Every minute, every hour, every day.Oh, I’m hoping to discover,A certain kind of lover –Who will show me the way. . .eh, would help if I knew how to be the sort of lover I claim to long for . . .
By Amanda Karenina8 years ago in Humans
Finding Time to Walk Away
You ever get that gut-wrenching feeling? You know, the one that is telling you it is over... Why do we continue to fight and stay when we are so unhappy? I find myself asking myself this question daily. I probably fight more times with my husband in a week than I can count, and yet I fight to stay. I have been married before and I walked away, and back then it was easy. I was done trying to fight, yet that girl who was able to pick up her life and start over seems to be missing. She is NOWHERE to be found. Hell, even my dreams have become a nightmarish tale of divorce, cheating, and scandal all orchestrated by my husband's self-destruction.
By Kaylynn Young8 years ago in Humans
Final Mascarade
You turned into someone else that I don't know, so I talk to myself feeling weird but knowing that it helps me from going crazy. Maybe I'm already crazy. Only I can figure that out. I worry about you and have to say goodbye, packing it up, and disappearing. You better have some place to go because you can't come running back to me. I am finally forgetting about you and it makes you so mad that I'm moving on and am finally having fun without you. Goodbye.
By Emily Buehner8 years ago in Humans
Thank You to All the Men Who Never Had the Balls to Claim Me
I also wrote this last year and I still feel the same. I'm not saying this about all men, just the ones that have no guts! This is a note of thank you to all the men who never had the balls to claim me.
By Deborah Deveroux8 years ago in Humans
The Ending With No Beginning
Being 20 isn't easy. Sure, you're one year closer to being a legal adult and you're living it up with college friends. But growing up is confusing. Whether it's school, work, money, family, or friends that have you tied up in knots, some things just manage to squeeze right through and bite you in the ass. Trying to make the most out of your youth is tough when you have responsibilities and people expect more from you. Some people stress and have it a little harder than others. This story is told by a 20-year-old girl in the year of 2016, and she had it real rough.
By Bridgette Donahue8 years ago in Humans
The Man Who Can't Be Moved
It all starts with a smile, a handshake, a hello. We make eye contact and we are off to the races. Two people that came in alone leave together holding hands. The two forces are stronger than ever. Every smile means the world and every kiss could blow her off her feet. We are shy and we don't want to say much, we don't act ourselves because we worry about saying the wrong thing or looking stupid. We pray that everything will work out fine and will end in a fairy tale.
By Emily Buehner8 years ago in Humans
