Signs That My Partner Doesn't Love Me

Genesis

I still remember the first time I saw my partner, a weird and pleasant feeling of getting to know this new person. The first time she kissed me. The first time we made love. Those were glorious days. Oh man, weren’t they!? I barely got hungry. All I could think of was this new mysterious individual who just entered my boring and annoying life. I felt like I didn’t need anything else to be happy. These were the days when sex was great. This person made me feel great. Satisfied me in any and every way possible, cried with me, laughed with me. Life had a new meaning. In other words, the way I looked at my existence was different. Many will call this feeling just- love.

Mid-range

Right now, these memories are giving me some delightful flashbacks. Why not? With a smile on my face just as the thought of those long-gone memories. Let’s keep going back on time. Because now, I started feeling sad. Realizing and thinking is not like that anymore. Chances are, you too are that partner not being loved in your relationship. How do I know? Well, you are reading this. Ok, back at it. I still remember when I had my first confrontation with her. She spoke to me in a manner that I had never seen before. Angry with eyes of fire, hate, and combined with loud and hurtful words towards me. Often time, I don’t give credit to those words, Which is a big mistake. Because every time she speaks to me in this way is the only occasion she is real with me. Telling me how she has been feeling about me and our relationship.

The Sundown

Now I get fewer messages, fewer phone calls. We both start seeing each other less. Going out at night with friends is more compelling than going out with me. Those funny and lovely movie nights are bland and ordinary. I try my best to understand what is going on, even talking to my partner. But all I get is an “I’m fine. There is nothing wrong with me.” The argument stops there. This person has no interest or any intention of going deeper into this kind of discussion. She will dismiss me with a vague kiss, and only if the situation is required, even sex. I’m a human being, which makes me weak as anyone also in my position. I had fallen many times for this wicked trick. Yes, at that exact moment, it does the job. In the long run? It became my weakness, my kryptonite. Something she keeps using against me. My advised? Do not be me. Never give up this easy. I did it and paid the price.

Nightfall

Time has passed. Nothing is like it used to be. Sex is the first thing to die. Feeling angry and disgust that I had got to the point of even having to ask for it. Concerned, having the thought in the back of my head that the answer could no, which is always. Everything I say and do cause some a kind of discomfort. Most days, my presence goes unnoticed, and this makes me feel very unappreciated. The worst feeling a person can feel. What used to be normal becomes something I have to earn as if it was some a kind of award or prize. She doesn’t look at me the same way she used to years ago. Instead, my presence is something of putting her in a bad mood. Nothing I do or say can bring out a smile, finding some fake joy only when we are in the presence of others, always keeping her distance from me when in public. Often time making sure friends know that we are going through a hard time. Yes, my partner will always denigrate me when with friends. They, friends are the firsts to know when a relationship is falling apart. The root of all evil is often money. I started having some financial issues, just like any regular person in this world, and in the process, this also killed my relationship. Very sad to see how everything is fine and fun when there is wealth, and as soon that ends, everything else dies, too. When money, cars, girls were all in my life, so was she. After things changed for the worst, she also did.

It Takes Two To Be A Couple

If I make the mistake of letting this person take the last decision, I will regret it badly. It will happen when I am less expecting it. It will get me off guard and unprepared. I started looking around, trying to find a new person, trying to meet new people that can help me to get out of this toxic and unhealthy situation I find myself in. I know it is hard, but this is something I need to do, something I should consider. I should listen to my conscience and try to start looking for a new partner as soon as possible. It will make it easier for me to leave this individual that I love just because of the old memories of what she used to be. She doesn’t love me anymore, I can even read it on her face. I don’t want to waste the resting years of my life with a person that doesn’t deserve what I have to offer.

Good luck!