My Spiritual Awakening: I Always Felt I Could Climb to the Stars

My Spiritual Awakening: I Always Felt I Could Climb to the Stars

Alcohol. Domestic violence. A vicious cycle. So typical.

Shouting, silent stares, broken promises. Then silence again.

I grew up in a world where chaos felt normal, and love had to be earned.

Even as a little girl, I felt like I didn’t belong.

I couldn’t explain it, but deep down I knew—there was something different about me. Something deeper. Something unseen.

I received no support at home—they even labeled me a chronically dissatisfied child.

Instead of comfort, I got criticism. Instead of warmth—I felt coldness.

I often felt like a stranger in my own family.

Like a soul misplaced, living behind walls that never really saw me.

I learned early on to keep my light quiet. To shrink, to adapt, to survive.

But even in silence, something inside me kept whispering: You are not here to stay small.

And yet...

A small spark kept burning inside me.

A quiet, unshakable sense that I was meant for something more.

That my life wasn’t just about surviving—but about shining.

It was as if I carried a secret map to the stars, invisible to everyone but me.

As if I had wings—I just hadn’t learned to fly yet.

🌙 Subtle Signs of Awakening

Over time, I began to feel pulled toward something greater.

I noticed patterns. I felt energy. I sensed the aliveness in nature.

Repeating numbers appeared. My dreams grew more vivid.

And sometimes, I would hear gentle whispers—not from the outside, but from deep within.

I started to feel more connected to the moon, the tides, and the soft rhythm of nature.

I would walk barefoot just to feel something real.

The old world I knew no longer made sense—and a new one was quietly forming inside me.

Many would call it fantasy.

But I knew—I was waking up.

✨ The Inner Shift

My interest in the outer world slowly faded. I began longing for silence, truth, and nature.

Some people drifted away—even those once close.

I began healing my wounds, exploring herbs, energy work, crystals...

Slowly, I was building a new version of myself—softer, but stronger.

The inner flow became even clearer when I started listening to my body.

When I stopped eating meat, something within me opened. I felt lighter. Cleaner—not just physically, but energetically.

That decision shocked my family and those around me—especially because I come from a hunting family, where meat was part of daily life.

But for the first time, I was truly following my truth—without apology, without compromise.

Choosing not to eat meat felt like reclaiming my body as sacred.

My energy shifted—I became more intuitive, more aligned, more at peace.

It was as if my soul could finally breathe.

💫 What I Know Now

Spiritual awakening isn’t always beautiful. It’s raw, messy, filled with tears and uncertainty.

But it brings the most sacred gift: a remembrance of who you truly are.

Today I know—I’m not too sensitive. I’m intuitive.

I’m not broken. I’m healing.

I was never lost—I was just learning how to come home.

If you’ve ever felt like you don’t belong...

Maybe you’re not a misfit.

Maybe you’re just an awakened soul in a sleeping world.

And that’s not a curse.

It’s a calling.

Silence will hold you.

Love will find you.

And your soul—she’s always known the way.

🌕 One Last Thing...

If you're on the edge of awakening, trust that your soul knows what it’s doing.

You don’t need permission to remember who you are.

Just silence, stillness—and the courage to follow the light within.

Because somewhere deep inside you...

You’ve always known how to climb to the stars.