Forever Love

When it comes to love, I'm actually easy to handle.

I'm not the type who demands for things.

My relationship has been going on for few years.

But of course no relationship is perfect.

We smile, laugh, argue, fight, broke some bones (haha), hate, love, break up and get back together countless times.

No matter how difficult it can be, I don't know, I just love him more once things are calm and fine.

It's not easy for me to just love anyone.

So when we got together, it's just him.

He's the only one I want to see and talk to.

As I mentioned, I'm a really simple person.

I can be happy just to receive a call or video call from him.

I'll be so happy just to hear him say he love me randomly.

To be honest, he's always busy with work so it's rare for him to bring me anywhere.

We do meet up most of the time but we don't go anywhere.

He's not that good at planning or giving surprises but I get really excited when he suddenly tells me he's on his way to see me or just pop up my place all of a sudden.

I always love this kind of surprises.

And I love buying things for him though I don't buy anything for myself.

I love the smile on his face when he get things he've been wanting.

But of course, it's the saddest when we argue.

I'll always give in and apologise even if I'm not wrong because I know I love him and I just want to end every arguments and make things better.

Because in every argument, one have to be calm.

If you and your partner are both shouting and arguing, none willing to put aside their hate and anger, your relationship will definitely fall apart.

That is why in every argument, despite my anger and hatred, I will give in and try to calm myself and him down.

When things are calm, then I'll voice out on things that caused the argument so that we can understand better and also remind each other of our actions.

At times it can be really difficult but I don't give up easily.

I mean, if you really love your partner, you'll do anything.

Of course, sometimes I do wish for some things.

I wish we can go somewhere else instead of the same place.

Maybe dine-in at some restaurants once.

Sometimes I get jealous seeing other couples being so sweet and lovely.

I want flowers.

But I never mentioned all these because I am thankful enough.

I appreciate him and every single thing he do.

So I never ask for anything more.

Basically, I don't want him to spend too much on me.

My wish was, for him to save up his money.

I mean, he do save up but he spends it all on things I find unnecessary.

Again, I don't mention all that because I don't want him to feel like he's not giving me enough because it's really enough.

But, I just want him to save up his money so that we can get married.

That's the only thing I'm waiting for.

Once we're married, I'll definite be at ease.

By then, he can spend his money on things and I can always support him.

Also the reason why I buy him things because I don't want him to spend his money.

Marry me.

That's the only thing I am looking forward to.

We'll go through everything together.

Me and you. Forever.

Let's do this.

I love you.