Expand Your Perception

I have spent a fairly decent amount of time, at least in regards to the length of my biological life, studying concepts that deal with quantum mechanics, and theory, as well as incorporating these principles into my own shadow work. I have gained a great deal of knowledge that I utilize to help not only myself, to advance in my life, but to also help others to do the same. I have witnessed a lot of hate, and a lot of discrimination when it comes to the specific topic of mental illness, which many people suffer from, myself included.

I have delved into my own psyche to face the darkness that is inherently within each and every one of us, and as I have journeyed to do this, I have learned that what is perceived as mental illness, is in my mind, becoming more and more, a unique expression of the imbalances that exist within those who mainstream medicine likes to label as such. Mental illness is without a doubt something that exists, but it is not something that has to rule an individuals existence, as in my experiences, it would seem that many are led to believe. At the beginning of my journey, I was truly ill, and the cause for that illness that existed, however was not simply within my mind, but within my spirit, and it was a result of having lived a life that was not balanced, and it was a life that was also blind to the emotional traumas that I had been inflicted with, through traumas of the past, as well as repressed emotions, and experiences, which I assumed would always be just that, repressed.

I feel that my mission in this life, is to help to bring balance back into the hearts and minds of those out there who may be suffering from a diagnosis, that they may deem so severe that it is not able to be healed, but I am here to tell you that when I first stepped foot on this path which I have been walking for the past near half a decade, I was so out of balance, that I was fearful about literally every single thing that was outside of the walls of the place which I was at that point in time, inhabiting. I was afraid to leave home, I was afraid to talk to people, I was afraid at the prospect of the change that I was experiencing, but that all changed on one fateful night, when the universe, and what I fully now know was my higher self, the divine, god, or whatever you choose to call divinity, decided to throw me a bone, in the form of an inner vision.

I can't fully remember if I was awake when this happened or if I was asleep, but in this vision, I saw myself in the exact opposite light, than I was currently experiencing at that point in my life. I was very confident, self assured, extraverted, driven, passionate, compassionate, and whole heartedly focused on the prospect of living life as the most authentic, and best potential version of who I was created to be. After coming back to my normal state of waking consciousness that I had been living in, I decided to get to work, and started to do research into spiritual traditions, ancient sciences related to sound, quantum physics, and the entire focus of the research into these topics was to create a formula that was unique to me, so that the fears that had held me back up until that point, were no longer able to restrict my growth, by keeping my spirit bound in the chains that fear so often imprisons us in.

Fear is something that will stop even the bravest of us in our tracks, if we do not take the internal journey that is known as shadow work, and learn to transmute what are perceived as our weaknesses, into our greatest strengths. I am now facing yet another of one of my long held fears, and that is the next stage of my spiritual evolution, which I feel is why the fear is so long established within me, and that happens to be the art and practice of Astral Projection.

When I was young, I felt drawn to the spiritual world, very strongly, and had resolved to go to Tibet and become a Buddhist monk, yet, as I grew older, and went through the conditioning that I believe we all go through in the society in which we live, and I began leaning more in the direction of going into the military, and becoming a marine, which in my perception at that time, was the best of the best. I was talked out of going into the military by my father, who actually bribed me with a punching bag, to get me not to go, he was afraid that I would be killed in the marines, and that the strong connection which he and I shared would be lost.

The bribe that my father offered me, worked, but it was not because of the punching bag, it was because the fear he felt within himself, in relation to me going into the military, especially at such a dangerous time,( which was after the world trade centers had been hit), had truly struck a cord in my spirit, and I felt an overwhelming amount of sympathy, and a strong empathetic connection for what he was feeling, and it nearly brought tears to my eyes, because up until that time, I believed, that my father could do anything, and was not afraid of nothing.

Seeing the humanity, and the fearful state which my father was in, truly opened my eyes to a greater sense of humanity that we all possess. Fear is something that will rule your life if you allow it to, so in my opinion, and what I feel is the best advice I could offer anyone is this, embrace those parts of yourself, which you feel are your weaknesses, and explore your internal landscape on such a level of depth, that you understand why it is you feel these traits are weaknesses, and when you understand that humanity is not a weakness, you are able to turn your perceived weaknesses, into your greatest strengths.

Do not look outside of yourself for that which has always been within, for inside all of us is divinity, and in the coding that in accordance to the Sefer Yetzirah, and applying numerical values that are assigned to the oldest and most ancient of all forms of humanities communication systems lies a secret which a very wise man had deciphered, and which is hidden in our DNA.

God Is Eternal Within The Body

Embrace Your Divinity, And Become The Greatest Potential Version Of Who It Is You Are Capable Of Becoming.

The level of fulfillment from finding my truth and my purpose is like nothing else I have ever experienced.

May Gods Grace Guide You,

Brightest Blessings.