Are you there? Let's have a relationship!

Hello, stranger. Autumn comes silently, an autumn rain is cool. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and the sun is shining outside my window, and then it's cloudy. Sometimes it's gray and rainy, but then the sun comes out, and the sky is clear, and the blue sky and white clouds are beautiful.

I cleaned the house again, changed the covers to thicker ones, and put on thicker bedding. The kitten also seems to feel the autumn coolness, as long as I lie down on the bed, it will quickly jump over, find a comfortable position, and quickly fall asleep.

In the past two days, I have been thinking about a question, the sky is so clear for people to identify the four seasons, is it to add more fun to the boring life? However, people are growing in the flow of the seasons, time is also in the process of fading, people seem to be too late to think, and even less time to stop and organize their thoughts, with it in the past, then let the days go by, never to be recovered.

You see, September has just passed. Stranger, if you were to recall those days in the past, what would you recall? While writing this letter, I did think about it for a while, but never found the right content, and even recalling these past few dozen days, I would feel empty.

Some people say this is a sign of "loneliness", but I refuse to admit it, and I always feel that "loneliness" does not belong to me.

He said he is a fragile person, others always look at him as a strong and brave image, but only he knows himself best, occasionally he feels lonely late at night, and even tears will flow.

He likes to travel, see different people and different scenery, also like to drink coffee, in the cafe can sit all day, office, watching drama or daze, in short, where you can reduce loneliness, let the mind empty, find the most comfortable self.

I don't know how to comfort him when I hear him say this, because I am more cautious than he is in terms of emotional experiences, and after losing a heartfelt relationship a few years ago, I no longer dare to touch it, or even lose interest in it. This is something worse than being disappointed in love, just as embarrassing and cruel as a tree that will blossom not blossoming.

The more you continue to exchange glasses with friends, the more bitter the wine in the cup, always sighing a long, long breath, talking about the depths of the heart will also blurred vision, and drink a whole glass of wine alone. I couldn't find any other reason but to admit that this is a clinical symptom of "lonely patient".

My friend said that he was born with a sad body, made a wrong decision, loved the wrong person, and then got hurt and hurt his heart. He said he was afraid of meeting and falling in love again, and giving everything for it. The first thing you need to do is to get in touch with a person who is in love with you, and then you can fall in love with a dish with the familiar taste of your mother.

In love, many people are foolish to think that there is a touching scene, the other party will really love them and will never leave, but the truth is that the world does not have such feelings. When one day the other said to friends not love, pack up your bags and turn around and leave, not taking away a cloud. Just leave the friend standing in place, dumbfounded in the face of it all, and do not know what to do. Have you ever loved? I did! What about now? No more love.

There is a song in this September after hearing the cycle countless times, late at night driving on the road, neon lights flashing, the bustle and noise drowned in the night, as if a lost soul, can no longer find a way to be happy.

This is one of the lyrics sung by Tian Fuzhen in "Nobody Knows", and another one is: "I think I'm a bad person, I can't understand your rejection on purpose".

People in the world of emotions are losing their minds, and even occasionally do not want to face their real selves, preferring to fill their world with fantasy. But how many people are willing to listen to you tell "lies", willing to pay for your "fantasy" it?

We are already adults, we can accept countless real status quo, including love can afford and love can not afford. In any case, please continue to keep an initial heart in your heart, looking forward to the good coming, looking forward to happier days, looking forward to seeing more romantic scenery, looking forward to becoming a better self. Please forgive all the bad things, please believe that the best is in the end.

September will go by fast, and October will be a month of trying to be someone who is not unknown, so as not to look "pathetic". By the way, stranger, after this drink, I'm going to bed, I hope I have good dreams. I wish you all the best for the future.

See you later.