a true Christian & a follower of Christ is born

I was a creator on OnlyFans, I had mental health issues, and that I was chasing love after someone with the same-sex relationship that didn't exist.

Throughout my whole life I've been a Christian, but just not as a true Christian and a follower of Christ like I am now.

Following my exemplar footsteps: I seek repentance for my past, my present, and my future sins.

Because I only thought I knew better going my own way. Truthfully, I didn’t know any better knowing my own way.

A new year is here. Y’all know what that means when you turn your life completely around, especially for a New Year’s resolution. Even though it’s mid-year, I still don’t regret my decision to turn my life around. I did it for the greater good. I not only did for myself, but I did for King Jesus who is the king of my life.

I’m starting off with a new journey. A new destination. A new path. 

And that starting off with a new journey was that God had called me to be baptized.

So, I’ve made a sacrifice to be baptized. I am a reborn Christian. I don’t give my life up for Satan because he tempted me to do the wrong things. That is sin. I was chasing love for lust. This is not what god wanted for me. Instead, he would want me to wait for the right person to come into my life. 

I once committed my life to Jesus. and now, I have decided to recommit my life to him once again.

From being in the dark for so long and following my own path the truth was already written for me that I am a child of God, not a child of the devil.

I believed in his truth. But once I realized he is protecting me from harm I just couldn't bare my own understanding that he performed miracles... He saved my life multiple of times from serious car accidents and among other things I can't really explain. He wanted me to do more good than harm.

We are all god’s creation whether we like it or not. He created us in his own image. 

This is my testimony. This is my story. Again, I was in the dark for so long following my own footsteps until I realized what kind of fruit I was producing. But I knew that something was wrong it was like the Holy Spirit was trying to tell me something, but I was trying to fight to change the sin and make it something that wasn’t real. That was being an unrealistic creator on OnlyFans. The truth is you can’t excuse sin to exercise your personal relationship with it. 

Notwithstanding, eternal life is a gift from God. Once you start accepting gifts, your life will be better. When I started to recognize my faith in Jesus who died for us to free us from our sinful nature. I have changed and became someone better than what I’ve always wanted to live with in my life. My story is never about me; it’s about who Jesus is. 

I'm currently changing for the greater good that comes with receiving the gift of eternal life. But it doesn't come just like that you have fulfill your purpose, Jesus's way. One way to fulfill your purpose is that obedience is key and it is taken as a form of self-discipline.

Thereby, I’m an example of how sinners can transform their life into something better. Jesus' way is the only way to the light.

P.S. And I'm not going back into following my own footsteps again because that way is me being deceived by Satan and his demons.