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My Brilliant friend

My Past Life as Lila

By Seashell Harpspring Published 3 years ago 3 min read

I am Lila from My Brilliant Friend... or I was. In the show, two girls become friends at a young age: Lila Cerullo and Elena Greco. I, Lila was a brilliant young girl who could read and write easily at a young age, but was suppressed by the working class town I grew up in. As of today, I grew up in a better time where women have more rights, but what did going all the way through college this time actually do for me now? College doesn't mean the same as it did in the forties when not everyone got to go to school, and now it is just seen as a given.

I have not had a friend like Elena ever again. Sure, Elena lived her life based off of me, but she was always there when I needed her. The friends I have had in this life are ones that do not have much of an ounce of loyalty. Maybe because I didn't meet and stay friends with anyone as a child or maybe it is just not as much a matter of survival to stay friends with someone for that long. The first long term friend I had made me feel as if I didn't fit into her group she had already created and the second wasn't really good to me overall either. I thought it would be easier to keep friends in this later life, but there are still obstacles that stand in the way.

Everyone believes life can be better in the future with the progression and differences, but there is situations that are better and others that are worse. Love still seems conditional in these times when I thought that would change. Money still moves the mountains. Instead of calling it fascists vs. communists, now it is called capitalists vs. socialists. There is still political movements and community upset that I believed would eventually work itself out that never happened. The divide is still there, just with more civility and diplomacy. The past and the future as still one in the same in ways.

I luckily got to avoid being married off to someone out of family desperation this time. I was now weary after marrying the man who tricked me into thinking he was a good guy who then turned into the devil right after the wedding. Life with Stefano Carracci went from a beautiful dream to a nightmare pretty quickly. I have dated someone in this life who ended up being a emotionally neglecting person, but I at least had the dating time and knowledge to know he was not right for me. This time I actually waited to search and find my mathmatics loving Enzo to marry.

In my past life I was a coder for IBM, but technology has changed so much now. There is now so many applications for computers and ways of figuring out answers in an instant. My Enzo in this life is a data analyst who can make an online table for information that is stored instantly. No more searching around for the right filing cabinet. I now watch my life on the screen from Elena's point of view. How she had always fascinated after Nino, who ended up seducing married women just like his father that he hoped he wouldn't become. Did being with Nino become proof for Elena that she could be better than me in her mind after spending a life of comparing herself to me and earning her fame from her husbands family? That hasn't changed much either though, people still throw names around in order to feel like somebody. Titles still matter and people sell out. I am sad Nino got in the way of her working to fix her marriage with Pietro who seemed like he would have tried if given the chance.

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