What Have I Done

Mark has been in love with me for years, I know. I see it in his eyes and feel it in the way he cares for me… which is too much, sometimes.

For a friend, that has to be said.

Mark and I had been close since our childhood. We are the same age. We grew up together.

Our games did, too. We’ve experienced our first kiss. I’ve given him my first blowjob… something I regret, now, because from that day I felt he wanted more.

But I was young, and it was just a game, for me. I didn’t mean to make him suffer.

Don’t take me wrong… I do have feelings for Mark! But I’m not in love with him. I’ve never been.

And yet even now that we are older, now that college is just a memory, now that both of us work… I still find myself buzzing around his house more than I should.

Not because of him, if I have to be honest. Not anymore.

Mark has a younger sibling, Todd. He has always been like a little brother to me.

Until a month ago…

Caught In the Act

What have I done!

That day had been difficult for me at work. I had promised Mark I would pass by for a movie but I couldn’t focus on the TV. I was lost in my thoughts and the loud classical music coming from the upper floor was distracting me.

“I’m going to the toilet,” I said.

When I reached upstairs, I noticed the door at the end of the corridor was opened a crack. I could close it, or ask Todd to lower the volume of the music. It may help me enjoying the evening a little more, I thought.

But as I got closer to the door, something inside caught my eyes. There, my best friend once-little brother was sitting on his chair, beating his huge, hard cock, looking at a photo on the monitor in front of him.

A photo of me.

I was shocked. Even more, when he suddenly turned his head and caught me spying on him.

What have I done!

My head was full of new emotions, as I ran away and closed myself in the bathroom. I felt flattered, of course, and wanted. The tingle between my legs screamed arousal. I had got horny, looking at my best friend’s brother jerking his cock for me.

My mouth was watering, at the sole thought of what I’d just seen. Todd had definitely become a full-fledged man.

As soon as I calmed down, I hurried downstairs and found an excuse to leave early. I didn’t want to meet Todd again. Moreover, I couldn’t calm down my state of excitement.

When I got home, I squeezed my favorite pillow until I exploded in a wonderful orgasm. The young man had grown in a handsome, alluring man, and I hadn’t realized it until tonight.

It was like my eyes had been suddenly opened. He was the kind of man I’ve always liked: intelligent, introvert, shy, a little nerdy, but definitely not a nincompoop. The way he played the violin had always amazed me. I had thought the goosebumps I felt when he was around me, were just caused by my deep admiration for him.

From that day onward, a playful fight began between us.

Every time I was at their place, Todd would find a way to show off to me.

He kept on leaving his door purposely open — I began to wonder if he had done that the first time, too — and let me look at him masturbating. He wouldn’t turn around, but I was sure he knew I was there. There was always a different photo of me on the monitor.

He started hanging out with us in the living room. His eyes had become insistent, and every time he looked at me, I melted in the lust I saw in them.

But I just couldn’t make the first step. He was, still, my best friend’s little brother.

The Movie

We were watching a movie on the sofa, all the three of us, covered with a blanket. Suddenly, Todd’s hand was on my knee. Then on my thighs.

The movie had disappeared. I was frozen, and yet the desire had built inside me instantly. When his hand reached my panties, they were already soaking wet. When he pushed them aside and began circling around my clit, I had to give my all not to moan.

I was sitting by my best friend, while his brother fingered my pussy. I couldn’t resist anymore. I wanted him, he wanted me.

I pushed Todd’s hand away.

“The movie is boring,” ha said, standing up and leaving the living room.

I didn’t know if he had got angry, or if he knew I wanted him to leave, so I could follow him.

I waited a couple of minutes. My sex was pulsating so hard I couldn’t focus anymore. If anything, I had at least to masturbate.

“Sorry… nature is calling,” I chuckled, standing up.

I entered Todd’s room and closed the door behind my back.

He was over me in no time. He pushed me against the wall, kissed me, fondled my breast and teased my nipples. I moaned into his mouth, thanking the ever-present classical music playing in his room for hiding my shameful squeaks.

I spread my legs, and let him push his fingers inside me. I was a river in flood, dripping on his hand all the pleasure I had forbidden me in the past weeks.

“Todd… Todd… we can’t…”

I tried to complain, but it was just the rational part of my mind, speaking, which soon disappeared.

My hands were already reaching for his trunks. My fingers tracing his swollen cockhead. My knees falling on the floor, my lips opening to accept his perfect cock.

I sucked him. I tried to, at least. His tip was so huge, I had issues fitting it into my mouth. But the taste and scent were both so intoxicating… I couldn’t stop licking it.

“You OK, Jane?” Mark called from downstairs.

As soon as I stopped sucking on Todd’s cock to answer his brother, he pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me against the wall.

“Yes… yes… I’m OK… I just need a little more time…” I tried to shout back, hoping he wouldn’t notice my broken voice.

Todd’s cock was already inside me. Stretching my insides like nobody had ever done, reaching so deep it hurt.

I knew, instantly, he was the one: my perfect match. Sexually speaking, at least.

To think he’d always been so close.

“The movie is gotta end soon,” Mark shouted again from downstairs. “What are you up to?”

“Woman’s problems…” I answered back.

I had to buy me enough time. All I wanted, but Mark coming upstairs now, when my orgasm was so close.

I’d always come only by stimulating my clit. But today it was different: I shuddered and trembled on Todd’s cock, until in the grasp of my orgasm I pushed him out, dripping copious juices the floor.

When he pointed his tip to my entrance again, I stopped him and turned around.

“Please… wait…” I said.

There would be time for proper sex, I knew already. This wasn’t going to end today. But I had to be quick.

I turned around and knelt again. I stroked his cock in front of my mouth, giving him tender licks on the tip, until he groaned and his cock twitched in the preamble of his climax.

I held just the tip between my lips, and let the flow of cum flood my mouth. I ate it all.

I swallowed Todd’s cum… as I had done years before with his brother’s.

What have I done!

I stood up, and looked into his eyes.

“I think I love you,” I wanted to say.

But he kissed me before I could speak.