humanity
Facts and discussions about humanity, its current state, and where its heading.
In 2005, Jaleel looked so damn fine, it blew my mind.
I am a beauty from the inside out, back in 2005 I had just got my new apartment, it was my very first apartment, and I had to adjust to my only form of transportation at the time, which was and still is the metro public transit bus. Jaleel was my bus trainer back in 05, and I felt like it was love at first sight, cupid hit my ass hard as fuck. I had a crush on him for a little over a decade. we mingled and fooled around on and off. There were times when I did not have fellowship with him for months at a time, he would stick around for a while, then dip for a minute, no texts no calls no sight of him nothing at all no contact whatsoever, he used to get pissed off because I had attempted to contact him. It really upset me very often. He pushed me away and pissed me off, I was seeing red. Recently he said it was alright to contact him whenever, after the way he acted back in the day toward me I thought he recently was lying to me when he had called me when I was waiting on my roommate in the car while she was shopping at mt. Washington Krogers. At the time I had cared less about whether I heard from him or Nah. I still feel that way right now, he just got out on parole for killing someone in an armed aggravated robbery gone bad. Ever since he got out of the joint, and while he was locked up I literally completely lost all interest in Jaleel. I do not think that spark will ever return. There is nothing he could do or say to cause me to feel interested let alone trust him. I have been felled out of love with this young dude, and to be honest, he never has or will feel the way I felt about him nor will he desire me like I strongly desired him in the past. I feel like no love lost no love found. I am beginning to feel like all men are gay, and I will never get satisfaction or my desired gratification from any single solitary man on the face of this earth. I am screaming persistently consistently I do NOT need a man, do not want a man. I am horny as hell frequently, I am too proud to masturbate for the longest now, I am so burnt out on trying to be with a man, I am just so damn done. I swear nothing surprises me anymore. Anymore I cannot help but be cynical as fuck, and expect the worst while hoping to reap the best. I am fed up as hell I swear to God on everything I love damn it! It has been a couple of years since I had seen my new love Pone. It was love at first sight, I just chilled with him a few days ago at the park, I had seen him at government square while I was waiting for the metro bus route 24. He got on the route with me, we went to the park and rolled a couple of big blunts, and we did the puff puff pass routine. We went to the park in mt Washington behind the pony keg. We had an amazing time. We stopped by the house to do a bit of long-overdue time hanky panky, backshots, all in my ocean, popping that thing hard and deep. I haven't been touched in a long time. I sure cannot complain at this time, big daddy put Lil kitty to sleep. Meow.
By Angelina F. Thomas4 years ago in Filthy
Popular Culture’s Perception of Sexuality and Elderly People
An American view of sex, as we age, is not to think of our parents having sex or even to think of our grandparents having sex. It is a very taboo subject and one that many people shy away from in views of disgust. The fact of the matter is that as we age, we continue to be human beings who want to feel that love and connection that sex can provide through physiological, psychological, and social aspects. While medical science is advancing and we as a species live longer, older adults are bound to have these urges still and want to have that connection. However, as American's, we poke fun of the Elderly having sex by making jokes, silly cartoons, or we call them old perverts. Could it be that as a society, we have been brought up to think that older adults having sex is so disgusting and taboo that we poke fun of it, so we do not have to think of being in that position one day?
By The Clarkbar844 years ago in Filthy
Sexual Materialism
In 1973 Chögyam Trungpa wrote the confronting text Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism. He saw eastern religions such as buddhism becoming increasingly popular in western countries, but being adopted with superficial and inferior intentions. He saw converts grasping spirituality as a solid construct, seeking to own it, improve it and display it to the world. Almost 50 years later, his words ring true for the physical manifestation of our spirituality - our sexuality.
By Belinda Tobin4 years ago in Filthy
Lovely night
Zack The overhead lights go out, and the club would be in total darkness if not for the recessed lights that edge the perimeter of the stage. I slouch down in my seat, pulling my ball cap lower over my forehead. This causes me to have to tilt my head back a little bit farther to watch the show but keeps my face better obscured. The beard I’d been growing for the past four months I’m sure helps to hide my fame as well.
By Tanya Sharma 4 years ago in Filthy
Seduction, What Are the Rules of This Tempting Game?
Seduction: in the words of William Faulkner, "the next time you want to seduce someone, don't do it with words, using words"! And although Faulkner gave this advice to conquered men, the advice is just as useful to women who want to seduce and conquer: words matter too little in the whole game of attraction (so when you know how to play, even a superficial retort works, no you need a sample of wisdom)!
By Elis Gardiner4 years ago in Filthy
