Indebted to you

Jaxon:

Knocking at the door pull me out of my thoughts,

"Hey man," Harry says grabbing two glasses pouring drinks.

"Four shipments tomorrow, I want you and Zander unloading and counting" I ordered and after that we finished our drinks, then calling it a night.

Smiling as I ran my fingers through Harry's curly hair, humming at the arousal.

"It's been a while Jax...I want you" he whimpered sliding to his knees, the best mouth in the world.

His tongue ring and my tip ring colliding sending shivers through my legs.

I couldn't handle it, pulling him onto my lap, no prep he liked it tight and a bit painful...

"Oh God." his feet used my legs as leverage bouncing effortlessly.

"Harry..." Attacking his neck, no doubt I'm leaving marks.

"Feels so good..."

"!!"

"!!"

"Mm" moan and gasps, bodies slapping, the smell of sex filled our noses as we sat breathless, I could feel my self-going soft inside him.

After that I went to my room satisfied but seeing Lilly sleeping, undoing the collar.

I didn't think she won't give it up so easily maybe it because Harry is gentle.

Pulling the blanket down revealing her wearing Harry's wife-beater he must have left it here.

Growling as I left and made my way to the shooting room.

I wanted to kill her so bad right now I had no idea why.

Releasing 40 rounds before I felt I had accomplished anything.

"Fuck!" I snapped feeling the urge to in the room and show her how good I feel, nothing compared to Harry.

What the fuck was I thinking?

She's a slut for the Sparrow why was I getting jealous that my best friend just popped her cherry.

Waking up to Zander and Harry walking into my office pouring drinks and laughing.

The next day I sat the desk and talking with Blu, Zander, and Harry regarding Lilly.

"Boss, her name is Lilly Rice James, she's 20 years old, never been arrested, she was adopted by Marc James when she was three months old, her mother died giving birth, currently works at Community college Art teacher, clean driving history," Blu reports reading off the background history.

"How is someone so squeaky raised by someone so dirty?" I said throwing back, yet another shot of bourbon and puffing this cigar.

"Honestly, I have no idea, what are you thinking?" Harry says looking through the papers of members loyal to Sparrows.

"We shall see," I smiled, Harry hates when I'm vague.

After the meeting I left to run the supplies, walking into the warehouse spotting Nick and Joe sitting on their asses and not working only pissed me off more.

"Do I pay you to fucking stand around?"

"No Sir" Nick said running back to unloading the damn pussy scared of getting shot in the ass again.

Blu put in the order for Molly and crank, Zander, made it worth my wide with guns 4 crates full.

Harry didn't disappoint with the chicks this time either 5 new chicken ready for sampling by my guys before they go to the Sparrows.

Smiling at myself for a job well done, laughter brought me out of my office finding the chickens dancing on my men.

One caught my eye, her red hair, and brown eyes...

"Name Doll" I snapped crossing my arms the hushed into a silent mood.

"Ummu. Lucy" she shyly said backing away from Harry's lap.

"How many dicks have you fucked?"

"6" she was nervous to answer and I don't blame all these men standing here, she didn't want them to know her private business.

"Hmm, come with me" she hesitates for a minute then followed me to my office,

"Lucy, Lucy, Lucy," I said shuffling through flies and papers trying to find hers to know a little more about her.

"AHH! So, you are 25 years old and high school dropout," I looked up seeing her becoming uneasy in her sit.

She was nervous, smiling as I continued!

"You have no STDs, but an abortion three years, want to explain that one?" she just nodded

"It was a mistake"

"Why did you apply for the Sparrows?"

"I need money quickly" I watched as she scratched her hands together,

"Okay, I'm going to pretend I'm a normal businessman and that sex is not a way to get in, why do you want to work at the Sparrows?"

"I lied about the abortion, he really didn't ask for this life and neither did I, but his father is MIA and I'm back on bills" she seemed to relax a bit.

"Ok," I said she looked up smiling like she won a prize,

"Harry my office," I said into my phone, she sat there quietly rubbing her hands together until she was Harry again.

"Take over, for now, I have something to do, Lucy take me to your house." She nods then lead the way.

Walking into the most disgusting apartment ever the putrid ass smell, ugh...

Lights turned off, paint peeling off the walls, rips in the furniture.

"Mommy" I stood in the doorway watching as a little blonde hair, blue eye boy ran up to Lucy,

"Sorry, he hasn't seen me since last night" she explained taking him into another room then returning.

"Who watches him?"

She started fidgeting again she was trying think of a lie.

"Don't lie to me, Lucy,"

"I was hoping to be back before he woke up" I turned and punched the wall, she squealed.

"Pack your shit now" I growled, waiting for her in the car.

I never pitted anyone, just something about this situation that was too familiar to me.

"When you get to my compound you are not to ask any questions and you will work Monday-Thursday nights. What you make you will use to care for the child everything else I will take care of."

I snapped driving, she sniffled and cried halfway there.

Damn it, I'm turning into a nanny.

Waking into my office after dealing with Lucy and the kid, his name is Marcus James, that name had some bells ringing.

Fucking Micha that dick disappeared after fathering a fucking kid if I was pissed about him stealing from me sure as hell am pissed off now.

One thing I hate most is men that make kids but don't standby the mother.

The sound of success!

"Hey man, you ok," Zander asked after kissing Blu who had just walked in with Lilly and her cart of food.

Everyone laughed at the collar I put on her, a new one that said Free Fuck, I could tell she tried to take it off cause the scratches on her neck, her tear eyes satisfy me enough for the moment.

"Boss, really," Blu says pointing to the collar.

I threw my head back and laughed, wiping a fake tear as Lilly was actually shedding tears.

"Ask Harry" I snapped the left.

I was fucking jealous holy shit, I'd never been jealous of a slut before, but she wasn't a slut she was pure.

"What the fuck Jax?" Harry rushed to catch me.

"You told me to do it, not as my friend but as my boss, dude that girl is scared to death to leave the room with that on" he snapped, but I didn't want to hear it.

I walked away, later that night I took the collar and disappeared; it was something I did when I needed to clear my mind.

Three months later:

Harry rushed to the door giving me a mouth full of what, where, when, how.

"I'm fine, you know I go hunting around this time of the year"

"Yea and you normally tell me too" He snapped handed me my gun and leader passes one thing agreed on was he will my stand-in when I leave for these trips.

Sitting at my desk being greeted welcome back by everyone, even Marcus and Lucy, she looked a bit different than the last time I saw her.

"Lucy,"

"Boss"

"What changed on you?" watching her face change in a terror as Jack slid her behind him.

"What changed on you, Lucy King?" I asked again, but more of an order.

"Boss, she is now my wife Sir," Jack answered holding up his hand with a simple wedding band.

"Harry?"

"Blu did the ceremony, rules are rules, you can't have a slut unless you marry her."

"Congratulations" I smiled toasting to the happy couple, I lock eyes on Harry thinking of what he must be thinking.

"Ok, for the happy couple get out of here, paid vacation to wherever you want to go, enjoy," I said handing an employee vacation card.

Most of my day passed with filing orders and signing off on Harry's work.

My mind kept jumping to Lilly and thinking if Harry and she have done anything lately.

"NO Jax" snapping out of my thoughts

"You're wondering if I fucked Lilly, right?"

Well damn!

"No, she's been a bit distance, she only comes out of the room when ordered to." He reported, not even letting him to finish.

I jumped up making my way to the room, only to find it empty.

"Harry?"

"Where is she?"

"Yea, my question exactly?" I snapped grabbing him by the collar of his shirt.

"Have you actually been watching her?"

"Of course," he snapped pushing me back, we turned as someone cleared their throat behind us.

"Where is she?" I growled at Zander and Harry as I made my way back to my office, stopping a step short of the blonde hair, blue-eyed woman with paint on her face.

"Jax" she hushed dropping the smile, that beautiful smile that was there ten seconds ago.

Rushing over cupping her face, engulfing in a kiss.

It's now or never, assuming Harry and Zander picked up on this because they had disappeared when I turned to make my way to the room.

"Jax, please" she gasped as I proceed with my attack on her neck, her shirt just barely covers her titts, nice and full d cups.

I was never a titty man until today, sitting comfortably on her ribs and those hips, stepping back taking in the image of her body, standing naked on display.

"Lay"

"Jax, use a condom," she said, she was allowing this to happen, well she knew it would.

Kissing down her body the sweet taste had my head spinning, she had a tattoo it wasn't there the last time I saw her.

Later I'll handle that, she shaved nice and smooth, oh hell, licking her clit my tongue ring rubs up against her clit ring.

She tangled her hands in my hair as I finger fucked and sucked her clit.

Bucking her hips to my rhythm.

"Jaxon" she whimpered.

My dick was going to bust both I got inside, rolling on the stupid condom, she needs birth control to hate fucking condoms.

Pulling legs up to her knees into her chest, sliding in,

"Oh shit," she gasped digging her nails into my wrist making me smile.

I start beating her pussy hard, with every thrust her eyes rolled, my dick ring hitting her walls right.

"Fuck Lil" I growled taking in her nipple sucking it and speed rocking her hole,

"Jax, OH God" she clamped down hard...

Knocks at the door interrupt us, I was so close to cumming too.

"Damn it, What?" I snapped, as I rolled Lilly on top of me,

"Come in" I watched her face turn white until she saw that it was Harry,

"Sorry Boss!" He seemed both embarrassed and jealous at the site.

"It's good she can suck you," I said seeing the look in her eyes.

She likes him not me, but I can still let them do things.

"It's ok, just telling you Zander is ready when you are" he turned to leave only to be stopped by Lilly pulling his shirt.

I rolled her hips as she undid his belt.

She got the idea and rocked to her own rhythm while Harry face fucked her, it was fucking tight and sweet, she had her nipples pierced and her clit, and two tattoos one of teardrops on her hip and the words on her pussy

'Welcome to Hell'

"Fuck Lil I'm cumming" Harry snapped as he emptied his dick in her mouth, she didn't protest, just let it slide down her throat.

"Fuck" I grunt pushing her hips down as I came.

"Why do you have an eye with tears on your hip?" asking with curiosity.

"I will tell you one day, but not today" she snapped then got off of me walking into the bathroom, I looked at Harry.

"Don't ask me, Zander did them for her."

"Sorry man." He said as he pulled his pants up when I heard the shower start.

When I left, she was a scared little girl now she is a closed-off quiet and secretive woman.

"Have everyone meet in the warehouse, I want to set up guarding and shipments. I need to get the doc to check her out" I ordered Blu as I sat down ready for the day of meets and shipments.

"Sure, thing boss," I like that he didn't ask questions just did I ordered.

But I really didn't like that he was too obedient, where is my boyfriend...

I went to meet the crew at the warehouse house. Harry was waiting outside when I pulled up,

"Boss!" Harry says.

"Is everyone ready?" Jaxon asked.

Harry replies "Yes."

"Ok, men have 15 orders this week and five is for the Mayor, he's keeping the junkies out of jail for us," I ordered as we started packing up orders and unloading shipments, guns came in early this month making this a little easy.

I sent out two orders the weekend I left. Spending nearly seven hours with this shit I needed a wine down Luc and Tom was headed to Sparrows I joined.

Walking down the hall scratching my dick through my pants, condoms are good for somethings, but the nasty pussy my dick was just in made me sick.

Just outside my door I heard moans. Stupid me I followed the sounds leading to a small room next mine, I don't remember if it was ever here.

"Oh" cracking the door seeing Lilly rocking her hips to her finger, my eyes popped at the site that one hand squeezing her nipple and the other pumping in and out.

"Oh Fuck" I snapped, she gasped

"Jax umm"

"Hmm" I just left her there.

Showering with cold water, I fucked two different women today and my dick still wanted more, mainly wanting Lilly.

~Chapter Four~

Lilly

It was never my intentions to make friends with the people here, but I did play cards or watching football games.

I haven't been able to keep my mind from wonder to Harry and what I did that night, it was amazing.

I became numb to the idea I will have to let Jax do what he wants with my body, but that doesn't mean that I couldn't make it a colorful and unique canvas.

Asking Blu and Zander to do the piercings and tattoos made me feel like I had accomplished something with that Jerk.

I wanted nothing more than to have Harry inside me again, but that won't happen, and he made himself clear on that. His taste still lingers causing me to be aroused and when Jax walked in my little cubby room I was scared to death.

Locking eyes on him smiling, because no matter what he does to me, I'll never feel this excitement with him.

This room is my sanctuary away from his evilness, I thought he would be mad about it, but Blu told me he was ok with it.

Waking up to Blu shaking me,

"Hey Lilly boss wants his food; you know how he is" I scrambled to my feet running through the compound.

I fell back into the routine I had when I first got here servicing Jax in these ridiculous outfits only made me more uneasy, last week when he returned, I was told to wear these three dresses at times to service Jax, (not the bedroom service) even though I look like pin-up chick.

Today's outfit a long black dress with slits on both sides clear up to my hips and let's not mention the thin straps barely able to hold my boobs in, if I bent over, they would definitely fall out.

"Ok," finishing up the tray making sure everything he ordered was set, last time I missed something he threw the tray at me and forced me to give him a blowjob in front of Blu and Zander.

Quietly walking into the office, I noticed Harry sitting at the table with Blu and Zander, Jax sat at the head of the table.

Slowly placing the tray down, I rushed to the door.

"Stay right there" I turned seeing Jax sipping his coffee, nervousness ran through my body. I thought over the list of items, why would he want me to stay. Squeezing my legs together when I noticed Harry smiling.

'Oh glory’ that smile.

"Your missing something" oh no horror was writing all over my face I didn't bother hiding it he scared the shit out of me.

"Zander and Blu, we will see you and Tex at the next meeting," Jax said, they smiled at me and left, I stood there nervously shaking, I didn't like being alone with these two men.

"Bend over the desk" he smiled rubbing the outline of his pants

"Boss..." gulping the lump in my throat.

"Do what you are told?" I rushed to complete his order knowing damn well this was going to be worst if I protest.

Bending along the desk, flinching at his touch his fingers lined my back and side, turning my head to the opposite direction I didn't want to see the taunting look on his face.

Bracing for whatever he would do next it felt like a century had past when he grabbed my hand whipping me around facing him.

"With this ring I thy wed," confused and shanking literally, looking around the room seeing just Blu and Harry, when did Blu come back in and what was Jax talking about.

"Say the words Lilly" Jax snapped jerking my arm.

"I...I..."

"Today Lilly" his voice became deeper and scarier, we are getting married, not the dress I planned as a child, no flowers, no love, tears ran down my face.

"I do" I hiccupped as he shoved a ring on my finger, Harry handed me the ring to put on Jax's finger they were simple bands engraved on my Property of Jaxon Coal it was my death sentence.

His was only a plain gold band.

I was never getting out of here and he just sealed the deal by signing my name on the document.

"Congratulations to the happy couple," Blu said with a sympathetic smile.

He quickly swung me to my knees...

"You know what to do" he smiled, I looked over to Blu and Harry that just stood there.

Doing exactly what he wanted, bobbing my head feeling his fingers rake through my hair, I hated that I enjoyed this so much damn it, curse my body for protesting my mind.

"Touch yourself" locking eyes with him, he watched as I circled my clit, feeling him swell in my mouth, I was doing it right.

"Christ" he growled emptying his juices down my throat.

Keeping my eyes on him as he fixed his pants.

"Dude, I'm married now, and this slut is my wife" Jax laughed throwing his arm over my shoulders, tears dropped why would he go through the trouble?

Putting on my bravest face ever as Jax held out his arm gesturing for me to take it and walk with him.

"Don't fuck this up Lilly" he snapped as we walked down the stairs Harry was behind us, the living room and foyer were full of people everyone dressed fancy and even had waiters.

My feet hit the floor everyone looked our way, Jax cleared his throat and the room got so quiet.

"I would like to thank everyone for attending on such short notice, not many people believed I was getting married, but I was bewitched by this beautiful lady Mrs. Lilly Coal" I stood pale and scared he had just said my new name, frozen to my spot.

Harry nudge me, moving with Jax, I stood quiet and smiling as he introduced me to people.

An older couple that seemed out of place for a place like this, he squeezed my arm throughout the night.

My body moved and did as he asked, but my mind was screaming to run.

Slipping away to the bathroom to take a minute for myself.

"Lilly," Harry says knocking on the door.

"Just a minute" playing my role, I slashed my face with water.

"You ok" he looked in the mirror at me,

"Um... Yeah just trying to wrap my head around this crazy idea."

"I didn't know this was his big idea either, he just told me yesterday to get some wedding bands and I put it together."

"Yea, now I really am his property, and I will never have my happily ever after" I snapped trying to past him, he closed me in standing nose to nose, damn heels give me a couple of inches.

"I'm sorry" He whispered holding my arm, he's eyes shimmered, he's holding back tears.

"Sure, let me by" trying to push by him, I can't give him my heart and I won't allow Jaxon to win.

"One last time, Lil, let me have you one last time," he said stealing my lips and sweetness.

Exploring his mouth, heat swept across my face and body.

"Jump" he instructed hiking me on his hips,

"On these rings are beautiful baby," bracing me against the wall as he sucked my nipple, gasping as I grind his erection.

"Fuck, I can't Lil," he said breathless putting me on my feet,

"What?"

"He's my Boss, your husband is my boss"

"Not by choice"

"I'm sorry" he replied then left.

That made it all too real, sliding down on the floor whimpering, he gave me the idea to pierce my nipples and clit, to enjoy the pleasure on my own hand.

And now he had gotten me hot and bothered, dismissing the party I went to my room, digging through the bag Zander gave me small clit stimulators, rocking my hips to the egg pressed against me.

"I see you're having some kind of fun" Jax snap I rushed to cover myself.

"Don't even" he yanked the blanket, I was now laying naked in the bed with an egg vibrator on my clit, he was standing at the foot of the bed rubbing his growing erection.

"The party isn't over," he said crawling into the bed parting my legs as he hovered over me, his hand pressed the button turning the egg on.

"Sweet sound," he said hearing my moan cursing the damn thing, it felt so good the further he pushed his knee into my groin.

"Stop" I glared feeling his finger circle my clit.

"No," he growled, pinning me to the bed as I tried to slide away.

"I don't want to" I turned my head away from kissing me,

"Oh, you don't me inside you, but you want this" cupping my core with his hand roughly shaking as the egg vibrated, I was so close, but I didn't want him to have this satisfaction of me coming to his touch.

"Ahhh" my legs shook,

"Harry should see this look, it's sexy" panting hard trying to get away from his grip,

"You're not going anywhere" he ducked his head down to my sweet spot,

"No, don't" I nearly came at the sensation of his tongue flicking my clit, so warm.

It was then I noticed Harry standing the doorway naked, Jax was now naked as well...

When did he take off his clothes off, when did Harry come in, why was Harry here?

Questions ran through my head faster than I could catch my breath.

"It's our wedding night, let us enjoy ourselves"

"Baby, relax let us take care of everything," Harry said,

"I don't..."

"Shhhh" he whispered, kissing down my neck, tingles flowing through my body, Jax had me on the edge, but Harry just sent me overboard.

Taking him in my mouth, my tongue swirling around the tip.

"Christ" Harry gripped both hands in my hair pushing it back and forth,

"Not yet baby," Jax said pulling me to him,

"Okay, upsie daisy" Harry growled lifting me up onto his lap, giving him a questionable look, he was nearly inside me without a condom.

"Don't worry, I pull out remember" he smiles as my wall sheath his length.

"Oh God" my hips moved on their own,

"That's it, baby, suck my dick and fuck him" Jax snapped, shoving himself back into my mouth.

"That's it, baby... be a good girl" Jax said, I was enjoying this so much rocking and sucking these me.

They got off forcing me into this, but at this minute I was more than willing to give everything. Even as his hand reach my ass, untouched territory, bracing for the invasion.

Fallen into sweet glories his fingers were doing things as Harry rocket my hips.

"Lil baby" Harry grunted, pushing me up off of him, Jax was still in my mouth with his fingers giving me new sensations.

"My turn," Jax said, I watched whipping my mouth, a shiver shot through me with Harry's touch he had me back on top of him, but I was facing Jax, my eyes widen seeing the idea in their heads.

"No, Please"

"Trust me, Lilly, it feels good baby" He whispered in my ear as him and Jax position their cocks, watching nervously there was no way both of them were going to fit.

Jax was wider than Harry, but Harry was longer.

"Holy...God...AHHH" I came just from them entering me, throwing my back onto Harry's shoulder rocking my hips to them,

"That's its baby, fuck us" Jax smile, he did this, he turned me into this person, but I was enjoying it so much.

Harry sucked on my neck make me rock fast he was getting close, and I wanted to please him.

"Baby I'm cumming" Jax grunted slamming into me one last time as his tip hit my walls it felt like a damn had broken.

"Fuck!" a three-way chorus as we separated panting hard, I want to smile and cry at the same time.

It felt so good I was so ashamed to say that.

"Very good baby," Jax said, but my eyes followed Harry as he dressed and left the room.

Holding back tears until I heard Jax's quietly snores, making my way to the shower scrubbing the discussing sweat and sex odor.

I laid in bed crying myself to sleep, this is my new life, and it was beginning to sicken me.