To laugh and to cry, to hurt and to love

S is my high school classmate.

She is more beautiful than I, skin than white, family than I good, chasing her boys far more than me.

At that time we were often inseparable because of the relationship of living in the bunk bed. It's not that the two of them have a deep friendship, but they can do bad things together, such as climbing over the wall to escape class.

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S does not love people much, she loves herself more, loves to listen to those boys praise her, and then floats.

I was wearing men's shirts, and men's T-shirts and boys hooked up, especially do not pay attention to their image.

Although this, the result is surprising, S throughout high school has not been in love. And I have a good boyfriend.

After high school, we went our separate ways. S and I no longer had contact.

I squandered my life in my world and occasionally heard that S's got married and had kids.

I was a little upset that she didn't go out and bully her way out of her beauty, but stayed in a small city and became a blurry-faced woman.

When I was young, I was like a dagger with a sharp light. In my eyes, anyone who doesn't take advantage of his or her innate condition is a waste.

S was the first choice. I often feel that if I want to look as good as S, I would have stirred up a mutiny.

There are many people that I don't like ...... I think it's because I'm too ambitious, so God deliberately let me grow flat, so China is still safe as a harmonious country ......

I am drifting outside, except for the New Year, and basically, rarely go home. Now in addition to microblogging, WeChat has also started to develop.

Last year I went home, and S sent me a WeChat saying, come out and sit together.

I was fine, went to the cafe S shouted, dim room, two quite old men and S sitting together.

But later I learned that the two men are actually about the same age, and are a bit "anxious" look.

S and one of the close relationship, the other seems to be, as if to introduce to me? But I'm disgusted with this kind of relationship with the introduction, so have been sitting coldly.

I've been used to wearing high heels, puffy skirts, big waves, big eyes, and red lips.

When S saw me, she said she felt very old. The two men compared the two of us.

S is not old, in addition to the face with the numbness and fatigue given by life, she still has a very beautiful face, and the skin is bright is not what I crave.

I didn't know until that night that S was in a divorce from her husband, and one of the two men she took with her that night was the next person she wanted to develop.

She said the man was very good to her and held her in his heart, but, also had a wife. They met for a divorce.

I was shocked by this, my home city is married early. But I'm still single, my classmates are already preparing for their second marriage, and I think the world is too weird.

That night, I accompanied S to the hotel, S lying next to the bed, intermittently said, CC I envy you, high school had that a school-wide relationship, even if you did not get together later, but there are so many good memories.

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S and her husband met with people introduced, after the marriage, the husband does not have much money, and S's mother's family subsidies. Before the marriage S husband a few flowery words, bullying her. After the marriage, even fancy words are not bothered to say.

As I said S is a person who needs compliments from time to time, she also lives in her world. So the marriage between the two came to an end.

I thought S would meet the man she met that night to get married, but now I realize that she didn't and the man cheated on her. The first time I saw her, she posted some self-pitying words in her daily journal, some pictures of her beautiful face with wooden eyes, and occasionally some pictures of her daughter's condition. S said she had no other heart in her life, having experienced two disappointments and failures, she was numb.

The day I wrote a tweet, I told my readers, "When I was young, I didn't want you to have a heart like water, I wanted you to have a demon. I don't want you to be sharp, I want you to be domineering and open. I don't want you to be bland youth, I want you to be arrogant and squander. In short, to laugh and cry, to love and pain. The reason is that a long time later, this radiant memory, will help you through many, many, you think you can not spend the period of suffering.

Some people ask me, can you be responsible for this part of your words?

What can not be responsible for, as long as you have filial care for parents, do not kill and set fire to the youth why can not live a little bit of boom.

Because you do not know, there is no such time in the future.