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The Library of Forgotten Goodbyes

“Some goodbyes are too heavy to speak—so they’re written, remembered, or willingly forgotten.”

By Pir Ashfaq AhmadPublished 6 months ago 3 min read

No one remembered building the library.

It wasn’t on any map, nor listed in the town’s records.

But it was always there—tucked behind the old apothecary, its brick facade cloaked in ivy, its door creaking like an old soul each time it opened.

Elia found it by accident.

Or maybe, the library found her.

It was the third Thursday since Mira died. Grief clung to her skin like a second shadow. The world was too bright, too fast, and her sister’s voice still echoed in the spaces between silences.

She’d walked for hours, until the streets became strangers. Then she saw the building—quiet, dim, humming with stillness. A flickering lantern burned inside. Drawn in by something unspeakable, Elia stepped over the threshold.

It smelled like old paper and endings.

There were no librarians. No check-out desk. Just shelves—hundreds of them—lined with books of all sizes. Each spine bore a single name and a date. Some were recent. Some dated back centuries. A sign hung crooked on the wall, hand-painted in fading gold:

“Here lie the goodbyes never spoken.”

Elia’s breath caught.

She pulled a book at random: MARLENE B. — April 4, 1942.

Inside: a letter.

“I wish I’d told you I loved you when the train pulled away.

That your absence carved a hole in me that victory could never fill…”

Elia read it all—two pages of heartbreak and honesty, never sent. She placed it back with trembling hands. Another. Then another. People came here… to say what they couldn’t say. And when they did, they forgot. A kind of emotional purge.

But why remember what hurts?

She came back the next day. And the day after that. Always alone. The library was a secret—unspoken, unsharable. Each entry was like walking through someone’s wound, gentle and raw.

And then she saw it:

MIRA R. – June 28, 2025.

The day before the accident.

Elia’s heart stalled.

The book was slim, barely used. She opened it carefully, hands shaking.

“Dear Elia,

I know you’ll never find this. But if you do, I need to say it.

I was angry. Not at you. At the world. At the diagnosis.

I shouldn’t have left like that. Shouldn’t have stormed out.

I was scared. I didn’t know how to need you…

I’m sorry.

If I don’t come back tomorrow, know this:

I loved you more than anything. Even when I couldn’t show it.”

The tears came fast.

Elia clutched the book to her chest, trying to memorize every word.

She wanted to scream, to cry, to thank the bricks and shadows for giving her this sliver of closure.

She also wanted to forget. To write her own goodbye. To empty the ache.

She found a blank journal at the far end of the shelf.

ELIA R. – July 19, 2025.

She sat. The ink bled quickly.

“Mira,

I was angry too. At the silence. At your smile that always hid pain.

I wanted to fix it all and failed.

I hated myself for being helpless.

I still do.

But I forgive you.

And maybe, someday, I’ll forgive me.”

She placed the book on the shelf.

Then paused.

People forgot once they wrote. That was the library’s price.

She could leave the pain behind… but also the memories. The laughs. The way Mira braided her hair when she was too tired to do it herself. The time they danced barefoot in the rain after graduation.

Was healing worth forgetting?

Elia reached out, gently pulled the book back into her hands.

She whispered, “Not yet.”

The room didn’t resist her. The air remained still. The magic, it seemed, wasn’t a trap—only a choice.

She placed Mira’s journal back, kissed its cover, and walked out into the sunlight.

This time, she didn’t walk to forget.

She walked to remember.

Mystery

About the Creator

Pir Ashfaq Ahmad

Writer | Storyteller | Dreamer

In short, Emily Carter has rediscovered herself, through life's struggles, loss, and becoming.

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