She is my first and last love

She is my first and last love

My name is aa I loved a girl very much and probably still do. This is about the time when I was in 10th grade and he was in 9th grade. I went to my district to read tenth. There is a college near the district where I live and I used to go there every evening for a walk. He also had his home. I first saw him on June 9, 2001, but I had no idea then. That's how we both met every day, since she was so beautiful, she could see a glimpse.

Gradually we both got used to seeing each other. One day as I was walking past him he asked what you see and I trembled and went straight to my path. After going some distance I looked back and he was looking at me too and when I saw him, he smiled and started stealing my eyes. I left and asked a friend of mine who lives in the same area about it. He said everything he knew about her. Now she starts to think of me and often her face comes in front of my eyes. I felt like I was in love. I decided that tomorrow I would tell him everything and started looking for ideas. I decided that tomorrow I would write her a love letter and spend the night writing and imagining the next day.

Morning came and I got ready and went to express my love. He would go to school at ten o'clock at night and I would choose that time. She was on her own time and I was ready too. Seeing me standing, he followed his friends. My heart was pounding as he approached me. As soon as the girl came to me I said- listen, she looked back and stopped. Asked, what is it, I said with the letter - it is for you. So he said, what is it? I said open it yourself and I left. These things were now known to his friends.

This time I waited for tiffin at his school. I finished the tiffin and stood up. Seeing me, his friends started sending him towards me. He came to me and returned my letter and said- I don't want it and left. Now I think I smelled a snake and I stood there for a long time. Then it occurred to me that there might be something written in this letter and when I opened it I lost consciousness, the answer was yes. At first I couldn't believe it for a while, then I danced happily and spent two hours waiting for her there.

When the holiday was over, his friend's brother came and nothing happened. My 10th class exam was also approaching, so I started preparing for it. About three months passed and I could not meet him. When I came back from the exam, I waited for her again during her school days and she came, but was very angry and had a weird look. I was about to tell him something when he said I don't want to talk to you and he left with his friends. I did not understand what happened. Then I thought it was my fault, so I thought I would talk to his friend. When I called his friend by name, he came to me and said, yes, tell me. So I asked why he is not talking to me? He said he was angry with you, you told him you went to take the test and when you asked your friend he said - aa then after taking the test he will go to Patna and from there he will continue his studies.

I thought all night about how to celebrate now. All my attempts at persuasion were in vain. During this time I also made many friends and one of them was xx. When I told her my story, she said okay. It's been more than 6 months and she's upset, but she's not ready to talk to me. I also didn't like to give up and called his friend's house every day, but he never talked. I got angry and didn't see him for 2 months and the new year is coming too. I called him on December 30th and did it today thinking yes or no.

Then he spoke on the phone and said, you have not been seen anywhere for so long? I said while eating, there is pressure to study, so he started paying so much attention to study that he forgot me! I said, I did not forget you, then he said how did you go without seeing so many days? I said I saw you every day, you didn't see me, that's different. Then I said- I love you, then said- Ass! I don't love you I asked why, then he said I will not say and saying this he called his friend. Phone calls started from that day.

When I told him again on Valentine's Day with a flower, I love you, he took the flower, but said - I do not love you and left. Then I called the next day and he said why bother calling me every day so I said - because I love you. He said- what do you want from me, then I said- once you say i love you, then he said i love you. I said once more then said, why? I said I can't believe it and he said I love you 4 to 5 times. This time I was sure then I said again then he said I don't love you so I said what is it? That said, it's a bonus. Then he started talking back and forth. Then our love lasted until about 2007 and probably still is today.

Now she is also married and now I am doing MCA in Delhi and I am doing SE in an IT company. Even today I remember those moments and feel a different freshness. I have nothing to learn from him, and I have no resentment. I will never forget what he gave me. I still love him today and will probably continue to do so. She is my first and last love. Maybe I will never get such love again in my life. I pray to God that you will always be happy wherever you are because if you are happy then believe me there is someone happy in the world.