I See Fire

I have a question!

And, believe me when I say that I never thought I would find myself asking this question myself yet, here I am.

Have you ever wanted to die for the person you loved?

Crazy question right?

So, take a moment and thing about this then come back.

Are you still here?

If you answered yes without even thinking about then you are one selfless person and we are in the same boat.

Because, what if I told that one can be reborn because you made such a selfless act.

If you don't believe me that is fine but I think you should because this is how I died then came back to life.

This is a story about how I had to make a choice that changed everything that I once thought to be true.

It all started when I met him!

A man that changed everything and made me want things that I never thought I could need and want.

But, its the loves stories that makes us change what we think or what we do.

"We could have had a great life, the next power couple yet, you wanted this weak man over me, why?"

He asked as the venom dripped from his mouth and the volume in his voice went higher the more pissed he got.

"Weak man? One thing you can't say is that he is weak if that was true then you wouldn't have to go this far just to get what you wanted now would you?"

I replied with laughter laced in my throat, it was funny to me that he thought is oh so hurtful words would hurt me.

I could see the anger flair up in his eyes and before I could do anything he drove a large knife, he had been holding this entire time right into the chest of the man I have ever loved. Making him and I both scream out in pain.

"Feel that, feel the pain of your beloved you wouldn't have to go through this had you not mated with me and not him but, you didn't listen and now look at what you have made me do."

"I never made you do anything, you did this all on your own because you can't take rejection, the truth is a bigger pill that you can swallow so you would rather torture me than deal with the truth."

I screamed out while still feeling the pain of my beloved, If I didn't do something he would die and it would have been my fault.

Our love

Our dreams

Our hopes

Everything that we have ever wanted would taken away and I would be left empty to roam the world without him.

I couldn't help but think about how we got here, why we were here? And, how we would get out this? Why can some men just take rejection and move on?

Is it the fact that they see women as a challenge?

Or the fact that by in large most men think we are trying to play the hard to get thing.

This never made any sense to me however I could not think about the right now I had my life and the life of my beloved on the line and I was running out of time.

"What is it that you want from me huh? My powers? Is that what you want then you have them I would rather be moral than lose him."

I want THAT! I want you to love me just as hard as you love him, I want you to want me just as hard. Why can't you want to give up everything for me? Why does he have that I don't?"

Thinking about everything that I have gone through with my beloved brought a smile to my face. I guess to understand how we got here we would have to go back to when everything started. Go back to when life was simple and before my life was turned upside down.

We would have to back to a time before I became The Phoenix that I was always meant to be.